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She flawed reiteratively. x
Contributed by
CommasCanSeperate
on
Sunday, 22nd May 2011 @ 10:06:17 AM in AEST
Topic:
self-harmpoetry
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Im so sorry I have done it again
I only cut to stop the pain inside
And when the blade caresses my skin
the other pains subside.
I dont really cut because of anyone
I get to a point I cant cope any more
I get to a fragile little stage
Where everything hits my bleeding core.
I get addicted to this habit
Another after another slice
3 to number 21
Was what happened this time.
They are not sore, nor are they deep
Of course Id get called fake
But the sting, nip and rub enough
To take away other aches.
Unknown other aches and pain
That just built up inside
Now I have release and freedom
These tortures I can now hide.
Im ashamed that I have done it
Im ashamed I turned to her
But I knew that day, I said that day
To you I wouldnt turn.
Im sorry if that makes you feel bad
because youre so kind, I fear it might
But it nothing to do with you or anyone
Its my own losing fight.
It hurts everyone around me
If they eventually learn
but they have to understand it doesnt hurt
Its only hurting them.
Im sorry I did it once again
Im sorry I broke that promise again.
Im sorry I ran for her once again.
Im sorry that Ive now left you in pain.
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Re: She flawed reiteratively. x
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by deusdeira on
Monday, 23rd May 2011 @ 03:26:31 AM AEST
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I dunno why, but this poem gets my blood boiling. Stop apologizing, and saying you can't help it. People who say that make me angry. You have control of your life, whether you realize it or not, and you are responsible for your actions when they hurt yourself or others. Your thoughts control your actions. Everyone has problems, it's how you deal with them that matters. Find the solution, not the problem and most importantly, believe in yourself. If you love someone, you do everything you can not to hurt them, and that includes trying to love yourself.
Ok, my rant is over. I wish you the best. Have a nice day. |
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