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~Things I wish I did not say..Did eventually take you away~
Contributed by
capergirl_23
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Saturday, 3rd May 2003 @ 01:35:00 PM in AEST
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Things said in the heat of the moment
Whether it was shouted or spoken,
Can never take away these feelings..
And here I lay..
...thinking of you
...thinking of me,
& I know I was set in my ways,
But this I promise you
If you were to give me one more chance
I would never make a fool out of you
I would show you a person that hid from the world..
Things I say make so much sense
Until they take you away
Then I lay here thinking
Of the reasons that made me say
All those words that hurt you so
I hope forever you will know
That everything that I say
Eventually takes all the people away
That I love and admire
and leaves me with this desire
to become someone else,
But it never does happen...
And here I lay in a bed of regret
Wondering why I was so cruel
And all those words said to you
I hate myself, for hurting you,
for leaving myself alone again,
and my daughter too.
To be what...someone who loves you,
and wants you back..
But until the worst is done, only then do
I realize what I lack...
For I want to become someone else..
Not what I hate..
But in the end I see...
That all along you had this impression me
But it is you that is better than me..
I guess I stand on this pedestal handed down to me
One that I never was able to stand up straight on anyway
Always left me yearning for a better day
But now I see..
When that day did reach me.. I was too far up
on this imaginary..
fake and beyond self-help place
where I let everything
that meant anything..
.. fade away
into what seemed like
yesterdays heavenly place to be..
And it left me thinking what could be??..
But my words erased all of that..
Never to become any of the above..
So my self-righteous attitude..
Left something that I alone could not fued..
But I love you Kevin..& not knowing what to do with that..
The truth is I never did....
So if I made you happy ..what was it??
For I will do it again..
But if you no longer want to look at this face..
Never wanting to come back to a place..
Where someone did love you..
But knew not what to do...
....
Just know this..
That honestly, I did and still do ...
..Love you
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Re: ~Things I wish I did not say..Did eventually take you away~
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by wyrd_faerie on
Saturday, 3rd May 2003 @ 05:01:24 PM AEST
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| this is absolutely stunning...an amazing poem...i hope he reads this... |
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Re: ~Things I wish I did not say..Did eventually take you away~
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by stargazer on
Sunday, 25th May 2003 @ 09:41:33 PM AEST
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Absoultely stunning! I could not have said it any better than what you did in this poem. I do hope he reads this and understands.Your words are amazing.... very nice job!
--Amy-- **stargazer** |
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Re: ~Things I wish I did not say..Did eventually take you away~
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by Jenni_Kalicharan on
Wednesday, 4th June 2003 @ 11:32:09 AM AEST
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Oh Capergirl..my heart goes out to you... I can relate a bit to this, cause I often ay things I regret..... I hope things are better now for you..
Hugs
Jenni |
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