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I'm that girl
Contributed by
SarahSmity
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Tuesday, 27th December 2011 @ 11:32:10 AM in AEST
Topic:
Lifepoems
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ya know...
I'm that girl.
Stares in the mirror maybe a little bit too long thinking maybe it'll make me pretty
Outside look would think im conceited
Yep. I'm that girl. But I can't fake a smile
If I need to shut down then that's what I do and I hate it
just like everyone around me
But the problem is I care what they're thinking
I didn't know I started a game.
A bad game.
A game that could ruin my life.
Because you can pretend to be something your not
But the further you go into it you realize your not pretending anymore. You become.
I looked... My heart was cold
Not like a light breeze
but a frozen death
And the face that looked so innocent
has now turned into a streaming block of shame.
I said block.
I am a block to my creator
And I'm everything but confused because i know exactly what happened
I got sucked into the pit of the world
and that's the worse place to be
Does this make me a monster?
I can still taste him on my lips but why do I crave it?
because for once I feel wanted even when I know it's not always real
My home feels so far away...
And sometimes I wonder if I lost it
I look through my pages of lyrics
and it's nothing but depressing
What do you wanna write about?
I wanna write about something meaningful
something that will give me hope
because when I'm scared
I don't go running to shallow
I go running to deep
because no matter how lost I am
music is the only place here that breaks me free from this world
Music is my heart and soul
And that music is God
Because I'm that girl
I fail over and over
and if i never recover from this
God never left me...
Copyright ©
SarahSmity
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2011-12-27 11:32:10]
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Re: I'm that girl
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by emystar on
Tuesday, 27th December 2011 @ 06:03:03 PM AEST
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Welcome to YPDC.
Great writing.
good job.
blessings,
emy
Take it easy on yourself, please. |
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