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I Don't Know
Contributed by
TundraHydra
on
Tuesday, 6th May 2003 @ 12:05:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I dont know how I got this way, nothing seems alright.
Why do I yell silently? Why do I feel the need to fight?
I dont understand the world around me. I dont know why Im going blind.
Why do the questions run in my head? Why cant I say the answers I find?
I dont know what side Im on. I dont know where Im going.
Why is my heartbeat getting faster? Why is my mind slowing?
I dont know where I am. I dont know why I explode.
Why is the world against me? Why am I in information overload?
I cant find my self. Where have I went?
Why do you look at me strangely? Why is my sanity completely bent?
I dont know why my head is on backwards. I dont know who I am.
Why dont you help me or do you not give a damn?
I dont know why Im confused. I dont know how to live.
Why do I hurt those around me? Why cant I learn to live?
I dont know how I can care so much and not care at all.
Why do I verbally treat others like a non-reacting wall?
I dont know how I can be a brute. I dont know if this is me.
Why dont you tell me the answers I ask of? Why dont you listen to my plea?
I dont recognize anything. I didnt realize I was so mean.
Why do you treat me with silence? Why do I make such a scene?
I dont know why I cant help myself. I dont know why I beg and cry.
Why do you see nothing but a monster? Why dont you listen to my cry?
Ill never hear the words that youll never say to me.
I dont know why I stand here waiting. Im going to take my leave.
Ill never know and youll never help me.
Id rather go blind than have you help me see.
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TundraHydra
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2003-05-06 12:05:00]
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Re: I Don't Know
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by kittiekat on
Wednesday, 7th May 2003 @ 03:20:25 PM AEST
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i like this poem, i hope u don't feel like that forever..and will reach at a point where u would not be going through pain and confusion or think about sucide....i wish the best of luck to ya, and keep writing.
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