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The Girl of My Dreams
Contributed by
Damian
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Thursday, 17th May 2012 @ 05:21:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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I found the girl of my dreams
But it was not to be, it seems
She left me already
And im left, unsteady
And hoping she will come back
Or she will realise we belong when she comes to pack
My best friend since junior school
When I am with her, im left smiling like a fool
She means the absolute world to me
Its like all this fogs hanging over, as im sailing the sea
The sea of insecurity and loss, of anger and hate
I always thought of you and I as fate
Not only my girl, but my best mate
But fate ***** me over
And kicked me out of the ground like I was just a clover
You see I hated myself before you came
Every day and night seemed like its all the same
Always been rejected, pushed away and cut deep
Now im left in this mess you ignore or call a ***** heap
This is the time when the drinking started you see
But like all things it was bittersweet and had a fee
The mornings were too hard, nothing to wake up for
So I quit work, and look at me now, im the poorest poor
And this all started from a heartbreak
You all laugh and judge, but Im sick of being fake
I miss that girl more than life itself
She is all I ever wanted, I dont care about wealth
To have her back in my arms, thats all I wish
I would chase her like shes nemo, if I were a fish
Now its late one night
Im cold and alone, im given up the fight
I need someone so I call her phone
Instantly she skitzes up, why is she so angry, whys she using this tone?
She tells me im messed up, and helps what I need
Then she tells me to kill myself, and do everyone a deed
In that moment I felt like death
So of course I reached for my old mate, meth
And I hit the drugs hard and deep
While everyone sat back and watched me weep
And every moment seemed to go by at a creep
You can sit by all your life and preach for love
But thats messed up, we arent angels or doves
Love brings more pain, and leaves nothing to gain
Youre completely slain, then left alone in the rain
Until you get as high as a crane, and go insane
All because you made a wrong turn down this lane
And its stupid, yeah it was all in vain
Youre alone, left to mellow and wane
Like the petals of a flower
In the spring, as they lose their power
I lay here, knowing im all alone
Theres no point reaching for the phone
Its almost surprising as my own arm brings down the knife
One more tear tracks down my face,
As I put an end to my twisted life
Copyright ©
Damian
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2012-05-17 05:21:00]
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Re: The Girl of My Dreams
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by emystar on
Monday, 9th July 2012 @ 11:01:17 PM AEST
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Wow this is really sad but you are a great writer.
Huggs, blessings,
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