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Ashamed
Contributed by
lithitalia
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Monday, 12th May 2003 @ 10:05:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
Grief
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Ashamed
I waited at your funeral for everyone to go.
They wouldn't want to see me there.
I know they knew about us.
That doesn't mean they accepted it.
Anyway, what I have to say is just for you.
I'm afraid now.
What if they do it to me too??
Why did I have to be different.
We played together as children.
I remember you had the best toys.
As we grew older we got closer.
I know it wasn't a surprize when we first kissed.
You stayed away for a week after that.
But when you came back, we both knew it was right.
We spent all of our time together.They thought we were great friends
Who could have known we were so different
We tried to pretend.
"Hey, we're just really close."
I guess they saw right through it.
We came out, and nothing happened.
We were wrong to thing it was safe
I told you not to go with those guys.
They were mad you turned them down.
But how were you to know what would happen.
Why did we have to be different.
They left you there beloved.
Your body cold and broken.
You looked like a doll laying there.
You were more stunning than I had evern known.
The rain was sparkling in your hair,
falling onto your cheeks like kisses.
You were so beautiful laying there.
If I didn't know better I would say nothing was different.
I was the one that found you there.
I kissed those cold lips.
Then your mother pushed me away.
They all said it was my fault.
I am sorry for loving you dearest.
I took away your life.
I should have died for being different.
Not you.
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2003-05-12 22:05:00]
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Re: Ashamed
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by lilch4ever on
Monday, 12th May 2003 @ 10:57:04 PM AEST
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| That was very good and yet so sad. Nice write. |
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Re: Ashamed
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by obsidian_angel on
Thursday, 22nd May 2003 @ 05:25:08 AM AEST
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| im so sorry you feel this way, it wasnt your fault this happened- things just turn out for the worst sometimes. i wish i could feel that close to someone- but it must really hurt to be separated like that....things will get better- im sure this guy wouldnt want you to feel this way. |
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