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Good Night
Contributed by
blackfire9786
on
Sunday, 10th August 2003 @ 11:05:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Is this insanity?
I just dont know, am I crazy?
I cant figure out whats going on inside of me
I dont know what to do, who to trust, what to believe
No one has noticed it yet
But I feel it inside
Im not right in the head
How much longer can I hide?
Im seeing people I used to know
I have cuts all over my wrists
Ive heard voices of people dying
What could be causing this?
Why am I so screwed up in the head
Whats driving me insane?
Why can no one see it?
Would they even believe it?
Why am I held by such discreet chains?
I cant concentrate on anything
I can barely get out one sentence
Why do I keep seeing shadows in the corner of my eye
And why cant I confess this?
Why cant I think straight
Everything is just empty
Why does my head always hurt so bad
Why am I so freakin crazy?
Why do my hands start to shake?
Why does my anger rise so severely?
I have no reason to be angry
Why do I feel Im about to break?
Why do I have to concentrate to breathe?
Why do I get urges to do horrible things
Things no normal person could do.
Why do I dream of death, insanity, torture
Why do I feel that my lies are really true?
Why am I attracted
To the darkness of the night?
Why do I think of bloodshed
Of power and sacrifice?
Why do waves of sadness wash over me
Taking over my heart, soul, and mind?
Why do I feel theres nothing left?
Why do I think of suicide?
Why do tears come to my eyes
When I have nothing to cry about?
Why can I not move when I try
Why do I want to run, scream and shout?
Why am I so tired
When Ive slept for days?
Why is my body, spirit and mind so exhausted
Im too tired to even pray.
I dont want to be like this
I seem like a hopeless case
I had plans for a life of wonder
Will they never take place?
I wonder again is this insanity?
Does my brain just not work right?
The cold steel blade touches my wrist
Life is to much, I couldnt figure it out
Good night.
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Re: Good Night
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by jaeann on
Monday, 11th August 2003 @ 07:54:39 PM AEST
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| haunting...........good piece.... |
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