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Watch the cracks - some kind of monster
Contributed by
darkscorpio
on
Tuesday, 23rd September 2003 @ 09:35:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
oops
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Watch the cracks destroy the surface
Of my so called perfect life
Consumed with feelings I cant control
Weapon of rage, I hold the knife
In my hand to destroy what Ive built
Break it down all in one day
Destroy the loving, break the bond
That I promised myself Id find a way
To keep it together no matter what
The stress or pressure that consumes me
Ill lose my son, Ill lose my wife
I just dont care, I hate my life
Cant stand the pressure I put on myself
Vicious the cycle sanitys on a shelf
That I just can not reach, and I want to explode
Cracks in my armour, my humble abode
Afraid of the past and afraid of the future
No life in the present, tear open the suture
Of all my restraint, and of all my regret
The monsters alive the scars come back to get
My dreams and my hopes and my lives and my deaths
I cant understand why I cant fight off its breath
All Ive created and all that Ive built
Will be brought down in flames cause I cant stop the guilt
From engulfing my soul, cause Ive lost all control
And I breakdown in rage, and now starts the death toll
Here comes the pain as my 9 lives do die
One life by pain, and another by my lie
One more from hurting, and one more from lust
Theres 5 more lives left, theyll be left in the dust
One from neglect, a lack of inner peace
And one from regret, as I fall down piece by piece
You will not beat me, Ill regain my strength
Ill overcome the obstacle in my head that aids restraint
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darkscorpio
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2003-09-23 09:35:00]
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Re: Watch the cracks - some kind of monster
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by thumper on
Monday, 17th October 2005 @ 10:38:47 AM AEST
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Another one on depression, eh? You express yourself quite well. I find music very mood changing. So I listen to new stuff, things that won't bring back old/bad memories. It really does help. Hope I didn't take this write the wrong way. Peace to ya.
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