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the monster
Contributed by
Ldy_Tryst_Vampyrre
on
Saturday, 6th December 2003 @ 02:21:38 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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each day locked inside me
each day numb within
nothing is real to me anymore...the monster...
only quickened, only strengthened with every slice of my blade..
silent screams, silent prayers
will someone hear me?
feelings long gone, heart in constant ache
everything is wrong, what more will i take?
all i crave is release
all i crave is redemption
to stop the monster in its tracts
and set free my beaten soul
but it isnt possible...isnt that easy...
these lies within me pile up
i want to disappear so badly.. erase it all away
to hide from everything and everyone
to push away as i yearn for help
so deeply, i cannot speak
the monster inside wins again
as i go on with the charade
even as i bleed
losing sight of what i once was like..
long ago..it wont go away..
every step i take, every vow i had broken
i need someone to catch me now
i am falling
as i have always been falling
no one hears me, no one sees these scars
i am my own burden now
the razor only bides me time
the tears have gone from me
no more to be shed
i cannot handle this, i dont want to be forgotten
wanting to escape this fake world so much...
my monster..my hunger....my hurt....
so numb now...
can hardly feel my love anymore..
the only thing that is not fake
the only thing this monster cant take...
my unending love...
where have i gone to?
where am i now?
do i need this monster?..need it to feel?
does it give me purpose through this numb life..or does it elevate my pain?
how i only want to heal..
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2003-12-06 14:21:38]
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Re: the monster
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by a_t0rtured_s0ul on
Wednesday, 24th December 2003 @ 02:48:38 PM AEST
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| this was great...i love the topic, i know morbid and insenstive...but i can understand exactly where you are coming from. keep it up!! |
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