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Realization
Contributed by
ToriVeigh
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Sunday, 7th December 2003 @ 06:35:54 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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Its funny the way life works
How nothing ends up the way you want
You have to go with lifes little quirks
No matter the pain it does flaunt
I hate life more than can be imagined
Why cant it ever be what I desire?
Maybe because Im so frightened
To ruin myself, I seem to conspire
At least in this way
Ill never be disappointed
For if I cause my own dismay
I cant be too cruelly wounded
How could I do that to him?
How could I not see?
I must truly be dim
To have judged that badly
I knew he deserved more from the start
I cant believe I even tried
I could have as easily stomped my own heart
And avoided how much Ive cried
Why do I hold him in such high esteem?
Is he really so much better than me?
Him wanting me is a dream
For him, why must I feel so deeply?
Why could I not see past my own heart
Enough to see his was on the edge too?
Maybe Ive never been that smart
Why cant he see that I never knew?
Going over and over this is futility
His heart and mind I cant change
The facts I must face grimly
He is now out of my range
Ill never expect you to accept me again
I wish I had realized the truth
Before the absolute ruin
Im just not that good a sleuth
I wish I had known
That your heart traveled this avenue
Maybe I wouldnt have felt so alone
And all this, I wouldnt have gone through
No matter what pain Ive felt
I know youre not to blame
No matter what it was my heart spelled
You were never mine to claim
I'll continue with life for the sake of my kids
For them Ill now live
My heart now forbids
Hope, to ever relive!
I hope that one day he knows
Just how much he means to me
Yes, my chance I did blow
But only because I see myself so cheaply
Mike, I told you before
Long before we were this close
You deserve so much more
Definitely more than us psychos
Copyright ©
ToriVeigh
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2003-12-07 18:35:54]
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Re: Realization
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by Former_Member on
Sunday, 7th December 2003 @ 08:22:05 PM AEST
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You've lost your best friend
I've lost mine too.
Too bad we can't turn back time
to miss the pain we've been through.
We must go on from here
and learn form the past.
Some day we'll both get it right
to find a love that will last.
It was too hard to juggle
coworkers, lovers and friends.
I'll see you at work
Where it began and it ends. |
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Re: Realization
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by secretwind on
Sunday, 7th December 2003 @ 10:42:31 PM AEST
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THE EMOTIONAL TORTURE YOU ARE GOING THROUGH IS SO....DEEP....PLEASE TAKE CARE AND DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP TO MUCH.
THE WIND |
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Re: Realization
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by LovingWhispers on
Monday, 8th December 2003 @ 01:00:25 AM AEST
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I can feel the devastation and loss..my heart and prayers go out to you .
This is an excellent look into deep pain.
Take it easy on yourself though,the kids need their mummy(mommy?) strong *smiles*
LW |
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Re: Realization
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by Cobalt on
Monday, 8th December 2003 @ 05:45:05 PM AEST
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| I really liked this one. It was a very good write. Very nice. |
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Re: Realization
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by Pasta on
Monday, 8th December 2003 @ 10:56:10 PM AEST
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I wrote one for you. I'm under "Pasta".
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Re: Realization
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by venkat on
Friday, 26th December 2003 @ 01:38:42 AM AEST
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| Ooh..its well written..your thoughts are well expressed. venkat |
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