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Held In Vain
Contributed by
CuttersAngel
on
Monday, 22nd December 2003 @ 02:08:30 PM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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Lost, confused, and so torn apart
So much pain held in my heart
So many tears that never spill
All my cuts that never kill
All the things I seem to feel
And everything that never was real
All the rage I hold inside
All the nights alone I cried
All the blood I've seemed to lost
And everyday paying this cost
All this anger I seem to control
Over the edge I take my stroll
Falling down the side and hit the ground
Through the walls echoing no sound
Lost and full of so much hate
This way of life I can't escape
Condemned to Hell for my mistakes
The smile I show is truly fake
17 years old and I've suffered more than you know
But my truest feelings never show
Tears you'll never see down my face
I live in my Celestial Place
I can never write what I truly feel
My writings are only a fourth of what's real
I feel as if there's nothing I can do
I only hope I can make it through
All these feelings are so intense
As if I'm living in a closed fence
And I try and try to find a way
With no solution at the end of the day
Along with no hope to start tomorrow
Waking up and feeling this sorrow
I cut and cut but it hardly helps
I look at my scars remembering what I felt
And everybody says that this isn't the way
But they don't know the pain I've felt this day
And they don't know what troubles my mind
My secrets I'm afraid for them to find
And all of these things allow them to call me insane
But if they only knew of the memories held in vain
Maybe then they just might understand
That these feelings come from the experiences I've had
And when a pear smell scents the air
I'm slowly taken back to there
To the place when all was right
And I looked forward to morning's light
And I looked forward to going to school
I obeyed my parents and followed the rules
But it's amazing how everything ends
And the illusioness vibe society sends
It's amazing how these kids grow up
Never knowing the love in a true friend's trust
Never knowing the love of their very own parents
And the kids so caught up in society and their own appearance
These are only a few things I notice everyday
As you stand there in shock because of what I say
You ask me why I do and say all this
And I ask you how many signs have you missed
I have my history just like you
I only hope you don't go through the things I do
I make it through by myself with no help
I've learned to depend on only myself
So the next time you ask one of us why we're *****
Think to yourself about all of this
Don't judge us because we're full of hate
And this way of life we don't create
The creators are you and your friends
Due to your ridicules that we can't amend
You scar us for life as we do by cutting
For us all the doors are always shutting
We only know what we feel
And none of to you will ever be real
So just go on your way as we will ours
Everything's fine as long as you keep far
You don't know our past or how deep is our pain
You'll never know what is held in vain.
Copyright ©
CuttersAngel
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2003-12-22 14:08:30]
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Re: Held In Vain
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by afraid_of_fear on
Monday, 22nd December 2003 @ 04:24:05 PM AEST
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wow, this could have been written about me.. except im not 17.. great poem, hope to read more from you soon.. and welcome to ypdc!
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Re: Held In Vain
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by Aika on
Monday, 22nd December 2003 @ 04:30:30 PM AEST
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| OMG! so full of pain.. so full, but fantastic writing!!!! great... I wish you to find your better way and no more pain.. life hurts... but.. when you find yourself ... it is better.. Less pain, dear,.. love,aika:-) |
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Re: Held In Vain
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by Former_Member on
Tuesday, 23rd December 2003 @ 03:57:31 AM AEST
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| First of all...welcome to your poetry dot com. I will definately be reading more of your poems. Secondly..this is absolutely amazing. Everything about it. Great work. |
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Re: Held In Vain
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by bobotheclown on
Wednesday, 24th December 2003 @ 02:31:56 AM AEST
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wow this was so deep I am at a loss for words... this was so... beautiful I can't describe it.
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