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With This Cut
Contributed by
CuttersAngel
on
Wednesday, 31st December 2003 @ 01:47:48 PM in AEST
Topic:
goodbyepoetry
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With this cut my fate is sealed
I dream of a life that's become surreal
Now I move forward and try to forget
The part of my life that I knew was set
I die again and all is lost
I shall forever pay this cost
Love is hard, full of pain
So much I've learned to slowly contain
Anger, hate, revenge, and love
All these emotions have become too much
And now I wait for my final days
I live my life, I chose this way
I gave to him all of me
The pain he gave lasts for eternity
The hidden tears I cry will forever flow
But never have the chance to show
Slowly I die remembering this
All it took was one fatal kiss
And never will my life be the same
I shall burn forever in the torturous flames
I regret each choice I unthoughtfully made
And now my history slowly starts to fade
And each day this toll I remember to pay
As we both walk away not speaking the words we should say
Never will I be yours, never will we be one
Our time is over, this day has come
There's no hope to salvage the love we had
Never did I speak of the times I was sad
But I keep you in my heart, remembering the things we did
But still keep from you all the things I've hid
I'm sick of the hurtful words you speak
Never to you will I again be weak
I'm tired of you saying you'll make me your wife
Then soon leave to live your own life
I write these poems, I write of us
I write about the broken trust
Do you remember when you said you'd love me forever
But being on and off we spent three years together
Never will I forgive you for all these things you've done
I refuse to allow this to be your twisted fun
You run and hide from your own mistakes
These stories you tell have always been fake
You ask me to come back, you tell me you've changed
But I've known all along that you've only remained the same
You said we'd be together and that we'd never seperate
But suddenly these words were the meals you ate
Reality hits and I run away far into my mind
To stay locked up hoping I'll never find
The truths to everything I fear
Questioning if I've wasted too many years
I hate you and you hate me
We play this game and cause this scene
This game continues without an end
The truth of this you try to bend
You were my reality, you were my world
I was your lover, I was your girl
I was happy, hurt, and mad
You never knew the emotions I had
But after all the fault is mine
I never told you things weren't fine
But if I had, would things have changed
Or would you've continued, this being your game
It's all in the past and now we'll never know
The love we had will never grow
It has like me, died inside
From all the times you never tried
I remember all the lonely nights so well
Wondering if this love was truly hell
I remember the tears that soaked my bed
And the sweet but false words you said
I remember the phone calls of you being scared
Telling me not to worry and that you still cared
I don't understand how it was so easy for you to lie
You knew your false words would make me feel like I could die
I guess maybe you're more twisted and demented than I
And I promise you this, I'll make you cry.
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CuttersAngel
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2003-12-31 13:47:48]
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Re: With This Cut
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by MoonlitAngel on
Wednesday, 31st December 2003 @ 07:59:46 PM AEST
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Great write! A little long, but worth the read. Stirred up some memories of my own. Hope you get your revenge. ;)
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