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Living in fear
Contributed by
desertwispers
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Friday, 9th January 2004 @ 02:17:39 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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When his day is done I wonder what kind of mood hell be in tonight? If he comes home at all that is. You know I sometimes wouldnt care if he just disappeared and never came home at all.
Will he be sober or a slobbering mean mess adding to it the drugs makes him a hateful *****. Then the days woes will be taken out on me I walk on eggshells most of these days you see.
From one moment to the next I never really know if he will love me or let his frustrations go then explode. This is my life I live in fear wishing he would leave then I would disappear.
He hides his abuse well and if I should ever tell there would no be a soul who would believe but they dont understand nor see the evil that I see.
Everyone claims he is the greatest and the problem lies with me sometime they need to hide in a corner then they may really see the monster he is to me.
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Re: Living in fear
(User Rating: 1 ) by shelby on
Friday, 9th January 2004 @ 03:31:58 PM AEST (User
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Even though your mad at me miss Crystal michelle
it sounds to me like you know deep in your heart that this is the wrong place for you to be. So do what you can to leave because it sounds alot worse now. I read the other poems and I would hate for you to be at the other end of that smoking gun .Im feeling this is your fear?Right or wrong??
If your falling into some of his behaviors to make things better Im begging you to stop and make the plans to get yourself and son out of there.You know where the safe house is instead of being ***** off at me pack a bag and go there!!! Please
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