Life's Vicious cycles
Contributed by
simo23k
on
Tuesday, 20th January 2004 @ 07:47:42 PM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Lifes Vicious Cycles By: Tim Simonsen
My life it seems, May be out of control.
Always trying to prove something, To fulfill the role.
I know I am me, I am my own man.
I make my own choices, I must take a stand.
I will fight for my life. A life that is worth living.
No more deception & taking, only warm hearted giving.
No more resentments, Towards a ***** up past.
It cant be re-written, Only accepted, then stashed.
But always it seems, My disease progresses.
I relapse... & say ***** it Over lifes little stresses
This vicious cycle of failure, Never gets better.
Im depressed, feel rejected, And a horrid goal setter.
I've tried other drugs, to control the using, I've even tried sex & casual Boozing.
I want to be free...of obsession, and using. My life needs to change; I am tired of losing.
I know life will be blissful, If my ***** is in sync.
Then I fill with fright, Of what success could bring.
I have extreme potential, to do anything, I desire.
All I need is a jump-start, To spark some sort of fire. Typically when things, begin to fall into place Im plagued with fear, of what I will face.
Either Fear of failure? Or fear of achievement? I get engulfed in mass... mental disagreement.
It could be worse, I havent been homeless I should be grateful, at least I have this poem.
Freedom of mind, and freedom of speech, If I'm using dope, jails all I'll reach.
Being drug free....The skys the limit. I know only I have the power to dim it.
Currently... my *****s all out of whack. As I am now sitting here smoking some crack.
I know, that I now, can get my life back, Get what Ive wanted, & a wife with a rack.
Along with the wife, Ill have learned alot, Of what I have lost, & what I have fought.
The battles bloody But Ill persevere. No doctor, nor you, have a cure. For the addiction, that I must fear.
Like I said, only I can change it, The time is now, to re-arrange it.
This life I live, Its so damn crazy.
The future I hope Shall be all changing.
So I can be happy &, live a life worth living,
This is the end, Of this rhyme that I wrote.
Id like to end it with one simple quote, This too shall pass, so keep on fighting
I hope you liked this creation in writing. 
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