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Wanting, Caring.
Contributed by
sindi-selde
on
Friday, 23rd January 2004 @ 10:31:51 PM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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You ruined it. All of it. I had my life planned, and then we had a 'Heart To Heart' and you ruined it.
I planned to keep in touch. It sounds selfish, but I wanted you.
Blow it all, I wanted you. I wanted you to share my life. I hate myself for it, Truely, I do.
I hate myself for wanting you.
If I started a game -a deadly game- of Russian Roulette, I wouldent call you.
I would never, ever call you.
The reason is because you could stop me.
Easily.
Without a thought.
In your sleep.
I couldent stop you, no matter that I want you.
No matter that I love you.
I've turned into the person I tried to stop myself from being.
Guilting and controling and wanting.
I want you and I love you.
I don't want your body at all, I want your heart.
I want you to live with me, and dammit, I want you to care.
I just want you to care.
Copyright ©
sindi-selde
... [
2004-01-23 22:31:51] (Date/Time posted on
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