Emotionally or Mentally Mucked? what am i?
Contributed by
deathdrop
on
Friday, 6th February 2004 @ 04:41:02 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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trying my best, but i'm only 14, don't exspect the world of me, my lack of self-confidence, self-esteem, it grows in me, some days i find it hard to see, i don't wanna try, give me some credit, my brother has asperges, i've tripple X, that means i get this way it's coz of that, i am being good most days, mum says to always behave, she don't seem to under-stand, how hard things are, sure if i've got a problem, she's "all ears", but "my condition", is that why i don't wanna talk, when i feel the tears? i really don't know, don't even who if i wanna know, but i gotta focus on letting go, can't do it at the moment, my mind says no, i ain't like them, i don't wanna break bones, close to it though, as i'm hurting soo...
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