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mixed dreams
Contributed by
karen
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Friday, 13th September 2002 @ 06:10:26 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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I love my boys,in so many ways. they make me laugh with their own little ways I watch them play and pass their day i have a dream i want that to be the way but inside i have a fear.
i am just not me i want to say to die would ease the pain inside but that would cause to much pain on two little faces i want too be still and sleep eternal but for the pain on two little faces
i walk this earth dead on the inside alive on the outside,to be with my dad that is a dream i still feel the pain of my own fathers death that is why i think of two little faces
they need that love no other can provide but how i want to ride the big white clouds but for the pains on two little faces
i ride the hell inside me i laugh,scream shout and cry but only my soul can see deep inside
just as i would look down and see the pains in two little faces so for now i will continue in hope of reaching an understanding of this head and heart of mine i know i have got to because of two little faces as i dont want to look down from those heaven clouds and see the pain on my poor little darlings faces
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Re: mixed dreams
(User Rating: 1 ) by Suzy on
Friday, 13th September 2002 @ 04:52:42 PM AEST (User
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This is a sad write Karen....I hope that those two little faces are all you need to see to keep you on this earth....life can be hard but knowing that someone needs you can make it a little easier....thinking of you...
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