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Sinking Sadness
Contributed by
WorthlesSanity666
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Friday, 26th March 2004 @ 08:34:39 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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My heart hurts so much, it feels like my chest is being crushed... each rip splintering and cutting my insides. I cant even sleep, though I would like nothing more, except perhaps to make the pain go away. Theres no way to describe the pain I feel. It hurts just to think about it. Im slipping back to suicide, sinking once again into depression. All this talk of suicide is what got me into this mess.. Im caught in a trap... They tell me to tell them when I feel these feelings, but get freaked out when I do. Im screaming and crying inside, but I have to keep this plastic smile on my face. Will I ever get rid of this pain? Will anyone EVER understand? Will this ever stop? I hate myself to the point of self destruction. Do you know what that feels like? To want to punish yourself? To want to cut yourself to get the evilness out? To feel like you caused so many people so much pain you just want to cry and apologize?!? I have to get through this... I have to...
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Re: Sinking Sadness
(User Rating: 1 ) by STRaNGe_LiNDSeY on
Friday, 26th March 2004 @ 08:38:20 PM AEST (User
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you will get through it... it will get better. even if you cant see that. |
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