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Mother Dearest
Contributed by
Alli
on
Tuesday, 27th April 2004 @ 10:24:03 AM in AEST
Topic:
MothersDayPoems
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You'll never know how many tears I cried because of you Or how many times you blamed me for things I didn't do You'll never get inside my head to read every single thought You'll never know how many things I've done without ever getting caught I know that you don't trust me And that you think I'm a whore But I've been alive for eighteen years And I still don't know what for The only thing I want from you is the one thing you won't give Let me make my own mistakes With my own life to live I'm not an alcoholic, a druggie or a slut But you always say it's all my fault when I get in a rut Though daddy died nine years ago The light in my heart is still dim And there were times so long ago I wished you had died and not him You make all of these assumptions And think you're always right But I'm no longer listening, and I've blocked you out of sight The life I lead now is all my own As opposed to the life I once led And I know it must be a surprise to all That I haven't already ended up dead You'll never know what it's like to have A daughter who makes you proud Instead you were graced with a burden Who thinks and talks too loud But although it could've been better You know it could also be worse While I haven't always been a blessing I hope I'm not seen as a curse You'll never know what the future will bring Or which dreams may come true And you'll never know how sorry I am For what I've put you through. 2003
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Alli
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2004-04-27 10:24:03] (Date/Time posted on
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