The End
Contributed by
TwEeK
on
Tuesday, 27th April 2004 @ 03:32:41 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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As I look back,
Turn my gaze towards you,
I see you,
Smile and wave,
Then watch you,
Slipping round the corner,
Never to see you again,
I cry,
Inside,
Soon traveling apart,
Going seperate ways,
Only I in knowing,
That this will be the last time,
To set my eyes apon you,
See your smile burst through my frown,
Now I slowly turn away,
From the spot once held by you,
I turn around slowly,
To face this world,
Faceing all my fears,
Never look back,
Ever,
As I silently slid into the empty house,
I cry out,
My heart scream's,
No one can hear me cry,
Cry my final tears,
Take up a pen,
My favourite colour,
Green,
And sadly,
Write out my tortured life,
Fill it with swears,
Dripping with pain,
Seeping with hate,
Darkened till its blacker than black,
Black like my soul,
Red like my tears,
Take care my loved one,
I hope to see you soon,
See you in my eternal darkness,
Take myself from this horrid world,
Pull with me every sorrow,
Pained thought,
From this disoriented life,
Take it away,
All,
Then a ringing,
In my ears,
In my head,
The phone,
I awnser,
Its you,
A ray of hope,
As I hear your voice,
I speak back,
Mine shakes,
You ask me whats wrong,
I tell you my path,
Tell you Im sorry,
I truly am,
Scilence,
I hang up,
Pick up the knife,
Once but two seconds ago,
Held to my throat,
I replace it,
Sigh with every last ounce of strength,
This is my end,
The end of it all,
Every pain,
All of my death,
Dying each day,
Now it ends,
My heart has slowed,
This is the moment,
The time Ive been waiting for,
What Ive been hopeing for all my life,
To end,
To slip away and never return,
Leave and never come back,
Little do I know,
Your already dead,
Heard my news,
Then left,
Left me,
Of fear,
Of pain,
Wanting me not to go,
Your life,
Taken in a split second,
No hassel,
No worry,
You just left,
No pause,
Gone,
Now I stand here,
Thinking,
Should I go,
Not now,
Yes I should,
No,
To many emotions,
Im over this pain,
This struggle between my thoughts,
I need to talk,
To hear you gental voice,
I call you,
No awnser,
Thats it,
Thats all,
Show's over folks,
The end,
I take my life,
Slowly,
Loudly,
As I go,
I scream,
Howl your name,
Cry forever,
Lost,
As I give way,
I fall,
Deep down,
Slowly then fast,
Ever faster,
Everything blocks out,
Swooshing,
Soaring,
Flying high,
Free,
The end.
Copyright ©
TwEeK
... [
2004-04-27 15:32:41]
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