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Civello
Contributed by
NirvanaLotus
on
Thursday, 13th May 2004 @ 11:37:34 AM in AEST
Topic:
LoveRemembered
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People used to ask me
Why were you with him?
Chris was just an *** ****
Chris deserves his life stole.
I used to make the excuse that i didn't know
My lie about that I can't believe didn't show
Something about him was just addictive
He could be so cruel so **** vindictive
But I would smile and nod and say it was fine
And i would swoon when he called me baby and MINE
I hadnt heard a word from him
For a year now his name in my mind was dim
Tonight i saw his name flash onto the screen
I saw it and i saw everything it used to mean
I started to shake and i couldn't see why
I wanted to run i wanted to die
I realized that i was afraid
That this man was due for debts paid...
I didn't curse I didn't yell
I said hello though i wanted to tell him to go to hell
He knew it was me somehow
'It's you! GOD! How are you???'
I just stared at the screen
Communication... What did that mean?
It was civil ok i guess
We talked about reltionships between others and us
And i was thankfull for my boy
And I was thinkfull i had someone who brought me joy
Chris was never that
That i know is a true fact
He sent me a picture and i couldnt stop but stare.
Had i ever considered this man fair?
Memories memories what can i say
they lead you a whole other way
then the truths of those days
I wonder now why i stayed
when the good and bad was finally weighed
he made me feel real and alive
he made me fight and want to survive
he was there when the crap was bad
when my life was truely very sad
so maybe thats why i delt
and ignored the pains i felt
but though once upon a time i loved him
i'd love to give his joint a trim ;)
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2004-05-13 11:37:34]
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Re: Civello
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by XxPerfectlySanexX on
Thursday, 13th May 2004 @ 02:11:13 PM AEST
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I loved that poem, It totally relates to how I feel about my recent ex.
Thanks for sharing, I love it.
Much Love,
PerfectlySanex |
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Re: Civello
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by ICEYFLAMES on
Thursday, 13th May 2004 @ 09:11:03 PM AEST
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| THis poem is sooo tru.. loves are addicting |
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