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A Reflection On Myself
Contributed by
Tinkkerbelle
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Saturday, 15th May 2004 @ 12:41:46 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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I dont know where or how to start.
But thats nothing new.
I never know anything,
And Im always wrong.
Why am I such a ***** up?
I cant do anything right,
Ever.
It doesnt matter how hard I try.
Nothing I do is ever good enough,
For anyone.
I try so hard,
But my efforts constantly prove to be futile.
I am a chronic failure.
I fail in all that I do,
And I fail others-
Daily.
Why do I bother to try to keep fake peace?
It never works.
I try to do what Im supposed to,
But I always screw up.
No one seems to have any problem,
Pointing out all my faults.
They tear me down and rip me apart,
Until theres nothing left.
Thoughts of suicide are becoming more and more frequent,
Yet theres another side that refutes them.
I look only to my future for condolence.
I cant wait to get out of this hell hole.
Most days I cant take all this *****,
And I fall apart, piece by piece.
I do possess a slim glimmer of hope,
But is it worth it?
MW 2002
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Tinkkerbelle
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2004-05-15 12:41:46]
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Re: A Reflection On Myself
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by Former_Member on
Monday, 17th May 2004 @ 06:11:52 PM AEST
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Strong words...definitely a powerful poem.
Of course that hope is worth it, what else can it be? I'm sorry you are feeling this way, it seems a lot of people are lately...shame too.
Hope can be our comfort, use it.
~aileen~
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Re: A Reflection On Myself
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by Katie2008 on
Tuesday, 18th May 2004 @ 07:08:17 PM AEST
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| Wow, isn't if funny how we can both relate? Great write, MARS! |
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