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Obsession
Contributed by
tinkkerbelle
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Friday, 28th May 2004 @ 10:40:11 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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When I look in the mirror,
I don't see what you see.
I see a girl much too fat to be me.
Can this be? Is this really me?
Oh my God, I'm so fat!
You tell me all the time not to say that.
I stop eating completely
For I fear I'll gain weight.
I don't know I'm using my body as bait.
I feel so huge, so gross, so disgusted.
I look at my figure
And I want to take a pin and just bust it.
I've lost some weight,
But I'm still so fat!
That, yogurt, I shouldn't have eaten that!
When I do eat,
Boy am I stuck!
So I go to the bathroom and throw it all up.
I cannot get fatter,
I just won't allow it!
For I am still so fat, don't you follow it?
You say I've lost too much weight
And that I really should weigh more.
No! Don't you know that will only make my body image poorer?
Sometimes it gets really hard not to eat.
But if i do,
It will be a defeat.
Why do I suffer
From this terrible disease?
Can somebody tell me if this is fair, please?
MW 2000
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Re: Obsession
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by bttrflynajar on
Friday, 28th May 2004 @ 11:10:13 PM AEST
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do you have an eating disorder? if so maybe you should read my poem, its called eating away at my soul.
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Re: Obsession
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by shelby on
Friday, 28th May 2004 @ 11:45:31 PM AEST
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ohhhhhhhh this is so sad hun. Your beautiful just as you are and please though its hard dont abuse your mind and body there are many out there to help you overcome this problem and know that your beautiful to me.
Michelle
If you ever want to talk Im here for you.
Let me tell you a quick story my x husband used to tell me I was fat and ugly(amoung other things) almost daily. Do you know how much I weighed when he was saying these things to me? I weighed 97 pounds soaking wet. Dont let others opinions of you make you believe you are anything less than beautiful sweety overcome all I know you can! |
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