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Push
Contributed by
Tinkkerbelle
on
Tuesday, 1st June 2004 @ 07:55:16 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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"You can only go as far as you push."
I've been pushing pretty damn hard,
So why am I still getting nowhere?
I'm failing in every aspect,
And I almost don't care anymore.
I wasn't always so pathetic.
I don't know where I went wrong.
I'm such a miserable waste of human flesh.
Everyone and everything is leaving me.
I'm going to be alone again.
I don't like to be alone.
I'm scared.
I've disappointed the very few people I love,
And I've let them down.
I'm so afraid I'm going to lose them.
I've pushed myself far beyond my own personal limits.
A person can only take so much.
These mental self battles have been going on for years.
It's a challenge to live life day by day.
But I try.
And I try damn hard,
Every god damn day.
But it's not good enough.
Nothing I do seems to be good enough for anyone.
For that I am sorry.
My overwhelming fear of failure eats at me every minute of every day.
Soon it will devour me.
I feel so helpless and hopeless.
"You can only go as far as you push."
I guess that doesn't apply to me.
MW 2003
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Re: Push
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by Colleen on
Tuesday, 1st June 2004 @ 08:24:31 PM AEST
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| Hey Mary, I like that poem! You got the talent from me! ;) even though I am younger than you! I wuv you! PLUNGER PLUNGER WHOA! |
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