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I Wish
Contributed by
swiftsouljah
on
Wednesday, 16th June 2004 @ 03:34:35 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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Sometimes I wish
That I wouldnt have heard you
That first night
When you called out my name
Cause its nine months later
And Ill never be the same
I wish I wouldve said no
When you asked me to go eat
I wish you werent the reason
That my heart continued to beat
I wish when we talked
That I wouldnt have been interested
In every word you had to say
I wish that I
Didnt want to see you the next day
I wish you hadnt cared first
Cause here I am and the pain hurts
Its like you took the time
To help and encourage me and all
Hold me up get me to care about you
And then leave me to fall
Thinking back
I wish I could find a reason
That would cause you to leave
I wish I had done something wrong
Thatd be obvious to see
I gave you my heart
I was so honest and true
In everything I did I was for real
Unlike you
Whatd I get repaid
Nothing but lonely heartbreak
And without a reason too
I wish I hadnt
Wiped away the tears
When you started to cry
I wish that I didnt care
When you wanted me to be there
I wish I hadnt been around
When you broke down
I wish I hadn't been
So sweet and nice
I wish that I hadnt tried
To make everything right
I wish that I hadnt been so honest
And straight up would have lied
Cause these last three months
I just wish I had died
I wish I could have been
The reason that you cried
I wish I would have cheated
And played you like a pimp
Cause then I wouldnt be
Dealing with this *****
I wish I would have
Pushed you
Shoved you
Abused you
Hit you
Stripped you
Raped you
I wish I never
Would have ever
Wanted to date you
I wish you could have been
Just another pretty little lady
To get you in bed
And make you my baby
I wish I hadnt given you my heart
I wish me and you
Never would have had a start
I wish I never would have met you
I wish I never would have talked to
Or heard you
I wish I never would have seen you
I wish I didnt enjoy being with you
I wish I hadnt opened up
Or made you my world
I wish you hadnt been the object of my love
And the reason I let it unfurl
I wish I could have fallen for any other girl
I wish I could take back the time
And take back the caring lines
I wish I could take back my heart
And rebuild my soul
I wish I had never pictured us
As the perfect pair
I wish when I looked at you
I didnt have to stare
I wish somehow
That you werent the part
That made me whole
I wish I didnt think about you
As I spend these nights alone
I wish I never would have heard it
When you called me on the phone
I wish I didnt see you
When I walked around the mall
I wish somehow
That I could change it all
I wish I could have loved you
And left you
But most of all
I wish I could have kept you
Cause if I wouldve
Done any of theses things
I could understand
How this nightmare
Was formerly my dream
Cause if I wouldve
Done any of these things
I'd know what I did wrong
And Id have something to change
And more to regret
Id realize these heart games
Arent just for play
Cause I let your precious love
Just slip away
But I didnt do anything that I listed above
I wish that you hadnt cared first
Cause then I
Wouldnt be living through this curse
Wayne Wende
Copyright ©
swiftsouljah
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2004-06-16 15:34:35]
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