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Locked UP!
Contributed by
MysticFireFairy
on
Wednesday, 23rd June 2004 @ 06:09:28 PM in AEST
Topic:
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Have you ever felt alone in life,
Felt no one cared for you?
Or been out with a group of friends,
And felt alone then too?
Have you ever had a broken heart,
You felt couldn't be repaired?
Have you ever needed good advice,
But were too afraid to call?
Or felt separated from the world,
Surrounded by a brick wall?
Have you ever been asked about your future,
And said you couldn't care less?
Or tried to pick up the pieces but,
They make just one giant mess?
Have you ever felt so confused,
That you couldn't even cry?
Have you ever felt so damn depressed;
Have you ever wished to die?
i'm gonna draw a picture
a picture with a twist
i'll draw it w/a razor blade
i'll draw it on my wrist
and as i draw this picture
a red fountain will appear
and as this fountain flows
all my troubles disappear
if no one even cares for you
then whats the point of lliving
but if u try to kill urself
u will not go to heaven
if u were to ask me
what u would do
this is wut id say
if the person
u loved most
stoled ur heart away
then i would
take a knife
and slice my wrists away
I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt
From almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly
i feel like no one
maybe because i am no one
i feel like every one hates me
maybe because they do
i feel like every one turns on me
because they do
why do you always do this to me
why couldn't you just see through me
how come you act like this
like you just dont care at all
do you expect me to believe
i was the only one to fall
Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see, when there's nothing in sight
Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die
And for you, my love, I would die to save you.
Cry to be with you forever.
I'd be the one who'd always be around,
Never letting your head hit the solid ground.
I want to be the one you hold
And kiss gently good-night.
I don't want to ever say good-bye.
I don't want to be without you.
And for you, my love, I'd die.
Lost within the pleasure of pain. Pins, razors and the glowing flame. My pain disolves when flesh does bleed. This dark love I do need. The ecstasy when nerves are split. Just the same as if I were bit. My body always beaten and abused. And I find that you're all amused. The line of flames slides up my arm. Trying in my brain to sound the alarm. Another cut I do make. My friends heads just shake. They all think this is just wrong. To me it is a sweet black song. I'm not sure if I am sane. It just seems all the same. All my life is a blur to me. But the pleasure of pain clears it so I can see
Amongst my stash of ciggis
Laid perfect inline with me
I quit the day you left my soul
You left behind a part of thee
Though rare I think of you
Sacred ashes that burn my skin
I left behind insanity set you free
My black butterfly
Caressed only by my touch
You never felt or loved
It seemed like a game the way you played me
Throwing a fit each time I cared
So now my sweet delicate rose
Was once bright red
Turned black as night
I throw my roses of innocence towards your grave
A sight I only wished I never saw
But faintly remembering you
I sit and wonder
I watch the black roses crush
As dirt pulls you under
Renowned
Once great, once king, Once Prince
A kingdom come
Once free, once real, once a liar
A kingdom of lies
Once misinterpreted, once killed, once shot down
Never given up
This once great king who I loved
Is dead
Redemption for all to see
Renowned
The great one
Beautiful
Beauty is all I tend to see
When I look at your face
Beauty isnt skin deep
When I look at you
A horrible faade may cover your lying eyes
But deep inside
Youre ugly and dark
Creepy and delicate
Sensitive and old
Like that of a shallow person
You act so cool
You think you know the world
But I know all of you
You hide
You lie
You sin
You bring me to my knees
With that one glance
I am taken
Then you put me down
Bring me up
Push me and smack me invisibly
You rape me
You silence me
Infinity
You sick soul
You wander so free
When you know
You shall never be
Blue Velvet
Down
Down
Digging deeper
The skin is punctured
The blood grows
The puddle overflows
My knife is there
I am tortured
Insanely reminded
With her touching you
So what does it all mean?
My cutting wont matter
Kiss her
Touch her
Feel her precious porcelain skin
Attack me
Without you knowing
Im dying for your love
I lay with blood drenched all over my dead corpse
I lay
Silent
It is sick
This feeling
I throw up
And then breathe my last breath
I am dead
Flutter
Sick blue, black and green
Colors of your wings fluttering endlessly
Torn by the light
Shadowed by the dark
You are incandescent lighting my world
Yet tearing it apart
Do you understand my pain?
How I wish your body could cure this pain
You call me a #####
Why am I a ##### to you?
Did I do injustice?
Did I beg to plead?
Did I sense failure?
Did this feeling come too soon?
Yet you hold hands with her
You touch her
Not me
I am forsaken
A forbidden love of some sort
I am dead to you
I am a non-living amidst object
Of solace
You are nothing
You laugh in my disgrace
You challenge
My faults
You are impossible
My mistakes arent mine
They evolved from you
I flew a way today
And I spread my wings
I flew into the sky
Saw my dreams, saw the light
Fluttering so high
A rainbow cast silhouettes
With colors unpredictable
Undecided
Should I love you?
Should I hate you?
Should I kiss you?
Should I talk to you?
Should I approach you?
Should I look at you?
Should I call your name?
Should I just remain silent?
Should I follow your dreams?
Should I watch her kiss you?
Should I be jealous?
Should I cry?
Should I write letters?
Should I loathe in demise?
Should I want to be your friend?
Forever until I remain alive, I will always be
Undecided
Tainted
You take my heart
You play around
And toss it, turn it
Empty voices
Chaliced
Needed
Condemned
Mysterious reflections burning
I look at the mirror
I cannot tell
I can look at my face today
I know not what I need
But you are what will be my only hope for life
Standing at the edge of something unreal
Smooth operator
Decline me once again
Those lying eyes
Pictures of memories cloud my brain
Youre the only chance ill take......
Copyright ©
MysticFireFairy
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2004-06-23 18:09:28]
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Re: Locked UP!
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by Essentially9 on
Wednesday, 23rd June 2004 @ 09:04:40 PM AEST
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| very interesting and very very long. i felt i could relate to the first part. excellent pieces. |
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Re: Locked UP!
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by BrandySwanson on
Wednesday, 28th July 2004 @ 06:03:09 PM AEST
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this was so like totally awesome. very long but a great read. I liked it I can relate with these few lines here
Have you ever felt alone in life,
Felt no one cared for you?
Or been out with a group of friends,
And felt alone then too?
Have you ever had a broken heart,
You felt couldn't be repaired?
I'm alone and feel so aweful right now.feel like noone even cares if I live or die. And yeah i've had my heart broken and it still is cant seem to find that special guy to love me the way a woman should be loved. sad isnt it?
Brandy |
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Re: Locked UP!
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by bobbyclay56 on
Saturday, 22nd October 2011 @ 07:53:06 AM AEST
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| Enjoyed this deep dark and depressing poem very much on a scale of one to ten i would give it a seven. Keep up the good work. |
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