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Why I don’t wanna go to school.
Contributed by
deathdrop
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Monday, 28th June 2004 @ 09:50:48 AM in AEST
Topic:
schoolproblems
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I can only tolerate so much. But I can only live in pain, Because when you dobb, They get to your brain.
They whisper their threats, When the teachers cant hear. Then when they past you in the corridor, Just their presence fills you with fear.
Then if youre lucky, Youll get the glares to make you feel small. But if youre not. Then youll get smacked against the wall!
If youre not lucky, They wont let you pass. But you know you mustnt struggle, Coz theyll just get you in class.
Well, Ive had the abuse spoken. Ive had the notes thrown. Ive even been thumped in lessons, Weather or not the teachers out the room.
Then lunch comes, And youre alone, So you sit in the library, Cold as stone. And still Youre NEVER! Left alone.
So I went round with JAZ, and TARA and HANNAH etc. Not that they were good friends, but I couldnt do much better. So I got some more bruising, just coz I went round with them. And they stood and watched it happen, because theyre caring friends! And they would steel things, and I'd cover it up. Even to this day, Ive kept my gob shut. I even kept it quiet when Tara said shed injected heroin in school. And I still havent grassed, even though shortly after shed went mental!
So I carry razor heads, Hidden away in my school bag. But HANNAH and TARA stole those knives! And were acting hard and bad! HANNAH showed me hers! It was really sharp and big! It wasnt a game from start to finish. It was long and thin. The kind you can do damage with! And then suddenly, They were expecting me to lie. And the fact that I wouldnt! They found quite a big surprise. Sure, I dont like Zo, But they said they were gonna do her in! And ok! They self-harm. But they had knives! Does that not mean any thing? They had even asked me, If Id join in. I said yes, then no. I didnt want to be part of it!
So before I grassed, Hannah started to make my life hell. I walked out of school to get away, and had slit my wrists as well! Then I had Mrs. Hamlin, was asking why I was feeling low. So in the end I grassed, because I was living in a shadow.
But I swear I never knew theyd, Get arrested in school grounds in front of every one! I never thought theyd get done, For possession, Of a weapon! Ok, maybe I did. I dont know! I wasnt thinking straight. They were screwing with my head! And I was sick of being their mate
Well, Im not any more! I didnt tell my parents about this, So they dont understand, Why I dont wanna go to school!!! I cant tell them! What am I meant to say? I may only be 14! But it doesnt mean this will go away!
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Re: Why I don’t wanna go to school.
(User Rating: 1 ) by SkippysAm0r0n123 on
Monday, 28th June 2004 @ 10:09:25 AM AEST (User
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Re: Why I don’t wanna go to school.
(User Rating: 1 ) by SkippysAm0r0n123 on
Monday, 28th June 2004 @ 10:12:22 AM AEST (User
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Wow, I this is powerfull,
and yes im trying to quit, thank you! and if u need a person to talk to im here also! |
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Re: Why I don’t wanna go to school.
(User Rating: 1 ) by freespirit on
Monday, 28th June 2004 @ 10:52:58 AM AEST (User
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hi I want to say that I have a grandaughter in grade eight that is very beautfull and talanted and because she dosent take drugs and drink she having a realy hard time in school she desided to quit school for the rest of the year we understood you dont have to do what every one else is doing
if you want to talk to some one about it talk to you parents tell them the truth your there child God Bless from freespirt
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Re: Why I don’t wanna go to school.
(User Rating: 1 ) by emystar on
Monday, 28th June 2004 @ 12:20:12 PM AEST (User
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this is very sad and a crying shame when u can't go to school 'cause of this.
Very sad.
luv, huggs,
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