I Understand Now
Contributed by
Calista
on
Tuesday, 31st August 2004 @ 11:02:02 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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I Understand Now August 31, 2004
How you couldn't see before, Callin me on all my issues, Like you had none of your own, But I understand now, When three, when we, Were put into the time of jeopardy, We all had our own things, To go through, To get through, And I guess you never saw me, Make my way through mine. Which explains why you can't see, So now I understand, How you don't understand.
I guess you didn't see the changes in me, When I became the withdrawn, let down Version of myself you see. Never noticed how I hollowed, And sat in my heart, Watching the walls beat, Waiting for the real life to start. Never saw how I was aching, And had lost my self, Always wondering when the eye, Of this tornado would come back on itself. I never saw the changes coming, So how could I expect you to? All I what you to know is, There is a reason I am, who I am, today. Because I'm still in recovery, From a pain you didn't see. Still needing the comfort, Still needing to be just me.
So now I understand how you couldn't have known, Same as I didn't see anything, Going on outside of me. But since you don't know, I guess i have to tell you, So go back,then, and see The don't question me.
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Calista
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