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Hopelessness
Contributed by
StoneAngel
on
Monday, 13th September 2004 @ 06:37:48 PM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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I feel like ripping my hair out
I feel like screeming at the top of my lungs
no matter what I do no one listens
no matter where I go no one listens
Do this and do that is what they say
Don't do this and don't do that is what they say
I feel so hopeless
Turn left, turn right, sit down, stand up
stop, go, run, walk, get a job, go to college
This is what they all say
I'm so confused I don't know what to do
I'm so confused I don't know who to listen too
I can't hear my inner voice anymore
I feel so helpless
It's hopeless for me to even try to argue
It's hopeless for me to even try to do anything
It's hopeless for me to even go out anywere
It's hopeless for me to even look for my knight
I know I'll never find him now
Everyones telling me I'm useless
Everyones telling me I'll never see old age
Everyones telling me to stop complaining
Everyones keeps telling me something
No one listens without judging me
I feel so hopeless to live my life
It's in the hands of others
When will I take the reins and lead?
When will I have the freedom To come and go as I please
My relatinships have been a strain cause people have the reins
I'm wishing when I pulling on the reins they snap
I feel so hopeless
Someones taken control of my life
And it is not me
My only solace is music and work
But now work is telling me what to do and what not to do
How to do it and when to do it
People say you have to go to school
You have to get a job
You have to make money
You can't do this without telling me
You can't go here unless I know were u are
When you're comming back
Who ur going with
I feel so hopeless
I feel like crying and screaming
These people have caust me boyfriends
These people have caust me oppertunitys
And now these people will cause me my schooling
They say no you can't stay in residence
You have to take the 2 hours bus ride back and forth
You'll have to wast that 2 hours on the bus
Instead of studying or learning
You'll have to wast that 2 hours when you could be making friends and partying
You'll have to wast that 2 hours and fail
You'll have to wast that 2 hours And come home in the dark
They want me to be free
Then they say I can't
They want me to live my life
Then they take it away
It's better if no one knows me
It's better if people leave
I don't want anyone mixed up with me
It's not fair to them
But I crave my freedom
I crave what little friends I have
Why wount they just let me live my LIFE!!!
Copyright ©
StoneAngel
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2004-09-13 18:37:48]
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