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Why didn't I say 'I love you' in the end?
Contributed by
FleurdeSang
on
Wednesday, 15th September 2004 @ 03:09:07 PM in AEST
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The sun was high in its royalty,
I questioned myself about our loyalty
You and I, the best of friends,
I didnt know today would be your end
We sort of drifted apart these past years,
Deep in the night, the only company I had were my never-ending tears
Missing the warmth that we used to share,
Your crystalline eyes seemed to look through me, as if I were bare
But now you found an other friend,
Even better than I; she gave you her heart to lend
I hated you for this,
A feeling that I thought would never exist,
Between us
You leave me here with only darkness to comfort me,
Im lost without you, cant you see?!
I cant seem to find the words to confront you,
Yell and scream and stomp is what you do!
I am the meek one,
Take a good ***** on me, and your done!
Come to me with all the problems that hurt you,
So I may comfort and assure the whole way through
But when it comes to me, you have no time,
Youre off spending your mothers very last dime
Spoiled brat, evil *****, narcissist!
In your judging eyes, do I exist?!
I guess not,
For these words faze you nothowever, today was different from the rest,
You called to see how I was doing, I put you to the test
I said, I am doing fine, and you?
Oh, Im doing great! Lots of things to do!
You sounded so happy, not a care in the world,
I guess you couldnt hear the pain in my voice; my heart was wrenched and hurled
I havent heard from you in a while, Stephy!
Long pause, Yeah, Ive been busy
Harsh in tone, but well deserved
Awkwardly, you reply, Hey I still got that table reserved.
Quite in shock by what you just said,
Reallywow. I wish I could, but Im sick in bed.
A lie, of course; I really dont want to see you,
But, then again, I kind of do
Oh, ok (Long pause) Well, maybe another time?
Desperation thick in your voice; would me giving in be a crime?
No, I wont give in! I shall not feel pity for you!
Look at what you have caused me!!
Pain, suffering, sorrow, youre pretty good at what you do
Dearest friend, if I should even call you that,
I bid you farewell, I tip my hat
Well, I have to go, but we can get together real soon!
Liar. You wont think about me; you dont ask if I even want to go, you just assume
We will seeI guess Ill talk to you later, Rizzo.
Ok, Stephy! Will do. Well, my battery is almost gone, so I also have to go!
Pondering if I should say what we would always tell each other,
I was too late, my voice was else where
The line had died, you were already gone,
Oh well, I shall wait for your call at dawn
Hours later, I got another call,
My blood was boiling, you had the gall!!
But it wasnt who I expected,
It wasnt you voice that connected
Stephanie? This is the Sheriff. I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but your friend is dead
Numb with shock; her leaving me was my worst dread
What?! How? When? WHO KILLED HER?!
Frantic with rage and despair,
Tears were now flooding my eyes,
I couldnt accept the fact that my best friend had just died
A car accident, Ms. Stephanie I am sorry for you loss
Just as I was about to ask another question,
The line had died; another loss
Emotions overwhelming me,
How could this be?!?!
She was my best friend,
She was too young for her life to end
Oh God, Im so sorry for hating you!
Now youre gone, what am I to do?
My selfishness and loathing has given me this,
Your life, such a Hell, youre now in bliss
If only we could start over again,
Why didnt I say I love you in the end?
Copyright ©
FleurdeSang
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2004-09-15 15:09:07]
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Re: Why didn't I say 'I love you' in the end?
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by sammydid on
Wednesday, 15th September 2004 @ 03:16:21 PM AEST
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sh*t. that was really good! im sorry about your friend hurting you. i know how that feels. a well written poem.
I hope you two make up!
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Re: Why didn't I say 'I love you' in the end?
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by Jenni_K on
Wednesday, 15th September 2004 @ 03:17:50 PM AEST
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Wow....I loved this...it was very touching..and so sad..... we need to stop putting off saying those three important words... (I don't normally do this, but read my last poem called "no Strings")
Jenni |
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Re: Why didn't I say 'I love you' in the end?
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by Nazmythian on
Wednesday, 15th September 2004 @ 04:57:07 PM AEST
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Oh, Stephy ... I am so sorry. To lose someone is bad enough, but to do so and not get to say good bye ... or to be angry at them is so much worse.
My thoughts are with you always
( the rhyming attempt - Awesome job Dear !! )
Nazmythian ~ |
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Re: Why didn't I say 'I love you' in the end?
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by Former_Member on
Wednesday, 15th September 2004 @ 05:08:28 PM AEST
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i totally loved it! it was an awesome poem. very real, very deep. it really touched me. great write! keep on writing!
peace n love
jenny |
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Re: Why didn't I say 'I love you' in the end?
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by thistle_and_fern on
Friday, 26th February 2010 @ 11:16:16 AM AEST
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Just goes to show, we should never put off telling the peole in ou lives what they mean to us, whether they want to know or not, whether we get rejected or not.
Im going to take a leaf out of my own book and start today telling those I care about what they do mean to me. If I get rejected, so be it. Least I wont have the regrets.
Awesome job. Thank you for opening my eyes. |
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