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Reminiss
Contributed by
SuicidalSon
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Monday, 11th October 2004 @ 05:10:04 PM in AEST
Topic:
FamilyPoems
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As I sit down and rethink all that I thought about
I smoke a little weed ,concentrate, and let my mind uncloud
Finding what I need is some time to let it all come out
Now I take the lead, left behind, you are not around
Now its only me and my mind and the thoughts I found
How its gonna be all the time till Im underground
Never being free, never fine, never hear the sound
Never gonna see, never mind, I'll never be aloud
Never comprimise with the lies that you justified
Now I realize that it dies with a knife inside
All the allabies and the cries that you try to hide
Will never stabilize the lives or our childs pride
Many sleepless nights, long goodbyes, like they've been denied
I see it in their eyes, hear their sighs, they seem so deprived
Who should I despise in these times that I wish I died
Its hard to keep in mind they are mine and I must stay alive
I got to keep on going and I cant keep looking back
Cause all this time their growing I cant keep them in the psat
And my brains I cant be blowing I must keep them all intact
For the reasons I am knowing that my kids could not react
I reminiss, something I have to miss, is those kids,
As I sit down and rethink all that I wrote about
I take another hit of the weed watch the smoke roll out
What I really need is to find why I live in doubt
Why I want to bleed Am I blind can I seek it out
I am only me and I tried and I let me down
I can only see theres no pride I am not around
Not how it should be Ive not lied only stood my ground
And eventually, they'll realize why my hands are bound
Its all about their lives, family ties as they say goodnight
Not a sheltered prize, of goodbyes, as I hold them tight
All your selfish lies in their eyes they will seem alright
The Son will always rise after cries of the sleepless nights
A smaller sacrifice someone dies for a rightous fight
And never realigns his mind for the final flight
Never sees the signs of the times what is wrong or right
Now is not the time for my rhymes of my suicide
I got to keep on going and I cant keep looking back
Cause all this time their growing I cant keep them in the past
And my brains I cant be blowing I must keep them all in tact
For the reasons I am knowing that my kids could not react
I reminiss, its something i have to miss is those kids
living in ignorance for your *****
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SuicidalSon
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2004-10-11 17:10:04]
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Re: Reminiss
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by shelby on
Monday, 11th October 2004 @ 05:38:32 PM AEST
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most intense emotional write sad at the same time well written
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Re: Reminiss
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by yellow_sundragon on
Tuesday, 16th November 2004 @ 07:58:06 AM AEST
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wow.... just..... wow
Beinging to see some hope in your poem, I hope it stays there, Jasen.
You are one of my ultimate favorite poets, by the way, and I miss you when you're not around....
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