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ana has me now!!!
Contributed by
cat_1
on
Tuesday, 19th October 2004 @ 03:14:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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happy go lucky i used to be so many friends..looked up upon me
nightclubs and partys was my line of work..didnt think
twice at looking at even a jerk..
then one night it changed me..i just didnt look back..
at the strong little cathy...like she just hit the sack
things changed me around..like
i couldnt make a sound..
felt like id fallen within myself..fell down to the ground
i changed the colour of my golden hair..
went black like a widow i just didnt care
my body changed its shape...
no more smiles on my face..
no more laughter or glee
no more jokes or funny songs..
it just wasnt me
being hurt changed ma life
it turned things around
like a mouse in a hole
without even a sound
food was my enemy..
i thought wot an awful taste
just brushed my sore teeth
with colgate toothpaste
mt throat got so sore
from the purging i done
upset was ma family
and they become one
they listen outside
the bathroom door all the time
id put on the shower
and sing me a rhyme
to hide the noise of the purging i did
but deep down inside i felt like a flid
they say to me cathy
pls eat and forget
they think its so easy
wen i feel so upset
i try and i tell them
im feeling so gr8
but really my ana
is my only mate
my hair falls out
i start to get thin
i wonder how it happen
that i start to get thin
the docter told me
its the abuse from b4
its kept in my memory
i say "r u sure"
now anas a circle
there feels like no end
but ma heart oh so broken
it never will mend
my weakness has started
i i start to feel weak
my eyes dark with blackness
i feel like a freak
pls dont force me eat
cos i wont give in
i have my best friend
and ana wont let me sin
the food lost its taste..its boring and dull
tastes just like carboard
makes me sick and too full
my stomache now shrinkin
i cant eat at all
pls understand me
and let me just fall
i pray pls god help me
and plz let me live
but always i remember
but never forgive
now my story has to end
i need to sleep
cos i am so tired
and i feel so weak
if u read this poem
plz dont let ana win
dont let it get hold of u
and pls do not sin
its hard and so sad
to feel this agony inside
just search in yr soul for peace
and dont run and hide
ask for yr family
wen ur feeling low
let them show u the right way
and the way u shud go
trust me im honest
i know of this game
and ana is a deadly thing
youll neva be the same
may god bless u sweatheart
and kiss u goodnight
and hold u forever
so warm and so tight
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cat_1
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2004-10-19 03:14:00]
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Re: ana has me now!!!
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by ArdRi79 on
Tuesday, 19th October 2004 @ 10:35:13 AM AEST
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| This is very well written, it moved me, not much does that nowadays, to say I enjoyed reading it would be a lie , I found it harrowing till the end of the poem when It gave me a strong feeling of warmth, congratulations this is really good |
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