Finally Awoken
Contributed by
k8n07
on
Tuesday, 19th October 2004 @ 08:40:20 AM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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Daddy, I need you in my life, Its so lonely without you, I miss being Daddys little girl, What did I do?
I thought I was fine without you, But Im not at all, You tried to talk it out, But every time I put up a wall.
I didnt want to work things out, Instead I took the easy way, Theres a hole in my heart, I didnt find it until today.
My lifes incomplete, Every girl needs her Dad, One who yells at her, And comforts her when shes sad,
Ive taken you for granite, Some kids dont really know their father, I know Ive made a mistake, Because now we dont see each other.
Ive blamed it all on you, Part of it is my fault, Just because you got married, I brought our relationship to a halt.
I didnt realize what I was doing, But now I know, I dug myself a hole, And kept going even when my heart screamed NO!
I told everyone you pushed me away, The truth is; I pushed you, I covered my mistake with lies, I knew better than to.
I felt like you moved on without me, But why shouldnt you? I dont deserve forgiveness, Look what I did to you.
I ask myself everyday, Why did you do this? I get so angry with myself, I become so *****.
I cant stop crying, I have so many issues, I cant deal with them now, Its too late to.
Ive caused so many problems, Ive made you so sad, Ive ruined our relationship, I didnt realize what I had.
You were a great Dad, Sure I hated you some days, But it was stupid of me, Just because I didnt agree with your ways.
I made a big mistake, The biggest one of my life, Its caused me so much pain, Its caused so much strife.
I know you have new kids, I know you have a new wife, Just know Im happy for you, Im glad you have a better life.
Im sorry for what I did, I broke my own heart, I ruined my life, And I tore us apart.
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2004-10-19 08:40:20] (Date/Time posted on
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