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Dear Mommy
Contributed by
frozensuicide
on
Monday, 18th November 2002 @ 01:00:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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Dear Mommy. I am dreadfully sorry. I didnt mean to make you frustrated, Every time you waited. This is my good-bye, Im here to explain why.
I dont blame you for making me cry, I dont ask how come youre the only one that can make me cry and I dont know why. You always made me feel terrible. Made my life unbearable. I wasnt the perfect daughter, I was incapable.
Dear mommy, I was strong to a decree. Its not fair what you do. Making me do what I dont want to do. Making me be something I dont want to be, Mommy, Im sorry.
Falling in my own shadow, Your eyes dont have that special glow Mommy you make me sad, Mommy, you even make me feel bad. I took something away that we had. Im sorry for ever making you feel sad and bad.
I forget. I dont mean to have this regret. But I dont know if I am sorry. Its too late mommy. I never watch TV, But you always still nag at me.
I leave this note, Cause I loved you and daddy, and this is what I wrote. We all had pain. Feeling the twinge when it I seemed insane. I may have been crazy, But you never would see.
Dear mommy, Could everything ever be okay? Could it be? Im sorry for making you stress, Im sorry for not dressing the way you always wanted me to dress. This is the only way we can all be happy, This was the only way I could see.
I fade away in a memory, I die young with pride you see. I want you to be happy, And not at all like you always are; snappy. You made me cry, You made me want to say goodbye.
Farewell mommy, Try and be happy. I never meant to make you frown, And this is why I made my decision to drown. I love you. Please say you loved me too.
Please dont cry, Good-bye. I love you, And its really true. Im sorry mommy. Sincerely, Nikki.
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2002-11-18 13:00:00] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Dear Mommy
(User Rating: 1 ) by wyrd_faerie on
Tuesday, 19th November 2002 @ 02:56:59 AM AEST (User
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that is so sad
it's lovely
sort of tragically beautiful |
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Re: Dear Mommy
(User Rating: 1 ) by LOWMAN613 on
Friday, 22nd November 2002 @ 06:26:28 AM AEST (User
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This is so sad,I hope you didnt give this to her,
Moms are just caring in their own way,I'm sure all those things we not to be hateful! Christina |
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