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Just let me remind my-self...
Contributed by
deathdrop
on
Tuesday, 9th November 2004 @ 11:23:06 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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They all care and it frickin hurts!
Theyve touched me and I feel like dirt!
I said, Ill stay, for those that care.
Despite feeling worthless and them not always here.
Despite them not seeing, Ive hit my head.
Despite pointless thinking, and wishing to be dead.
Well try being near some one that makes your life hell.
It changes your views and makes you swell.
Im scared to be here, when he talks to me.
I get screaming fears when heres around Dorothy.
He talks all calmly, like nothing is wrong.
He makes me feel pointless, and steels my will to carry on.
I hate him for what he did to me! And now I hate him that much more.
Hes poisoned my dads brain, so my dad wont love me any more!
I feel so unwanted, despite people caring for me.
My world's been blunted, I feel like pushing every one away!
Ill cover my emotion, and blow and get in sh**.
And then Ill be in trouble, todays a simple example of it!
But I dont care any longer!
I just want to go!
I cant become any stronger,
I feel pathetic and cold.
Hes placing depression inside me,
And through the cracks its seeping through.
Then it takes nothing,
And abuse I tend to throw.
I feel like nothing inside, Im full of filth, dieing and slime.
My walls are crimson, and scard from the cuts of my life.
Im rotting inside slowly, and I cant block it away,
I cant make things any better, theres too many permanent stains!
And this is the reminder to my-self!
Asking why Im still trying to continue, strong.
When I feel so dropped on a dusted shelf.
And Im scared to carry on!
Copyright ©
deathdrop
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2004-11-09 11:23:06]
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Re: Just let me remind my-self...
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by screwup on
Tuesday, 9th November 2004 @ 11:43:06 AM AEST
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Rosie,
I just have one thing to say... TRY. look at what I've just recently been through and I'm not currently trying to take my life...
think about it dear...
Deanna |
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