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Blue Light
Contributed by
kurdtbeanthewikked
on
Friday, 12th November 2004 @ 04:15:39 PM in AEST
Topic:
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Ill take a deep breath
I lay on the floor
I dont know how to pull myself from under
This miserys like pop-star fame
Im center stage to this royal showcase of pain
I would love to love
But I cant
I just live each day as best I can
I would love to have joy, but. . . . .
I wish I could be perfect
All I can prefect is this moment
Im just a dried out Mary Magdalene
I just, I just, I just
need something
A sign, more like
a slap in the face to tell me that life is worth living
need a kick in the ass to say that Youre just a dumbass
for trying to throw it all away
I cant seem to throw anything away
I pile it up to the top
Till I suffocate myself with hostility
I end up listening to my own screams
Maybe Im just an owl
with a broken wing who ordered too much KFC
Maybe a little lipstick would make me feel pretty again
I just dont know anymore
These words just seem to confuse me
but Im not the doctor
Im not your savior
I'm not your friend
Im not your protector
Im just a trend
I do need to find myself
I do need to bring an end to these everlasting tears
Have to destroy everything,
myself, my memories, all of my humanity
Every trace of their broken promises
Every single lie that was said and sold
Every packaged dream that had me running out of my room screaming
I dont want to feel like this
I don't want to live like this
slip into amnesiac
The sky was at knees and all in tears
I look death right in the eyes
This dead creature that lay at my feet
It was so cold
water marches like ants
panic button
But I dont want to feel this way
I have to cut away
pull away
fade away
Until Im a pilot
When Im no longer a chicken wing
but an owl
Only when Im a blue owl
The day will come when I dont need band-aids
and free from my own abuse
Until I learn that self mutilation isnt okay
and learn that scabs arent nice to look at
Come into new light
Burned raw
Today is perfect for Christmas morning
Im sorry
All is fine
Everythings gay
The minute its over
Is a new beginning
Copyright ©
kurdtbeanthewikked
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2004-11-12 16:15:39]
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Re: Blue Light
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by Evilnn on
Friday, 12th November 2004 @ 04:24:44 PM AEST
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Wow! I really liked this poem.
I can relate very much
Hang in there and keep on writing
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Re: Blue Light
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by Bohemian_with_a_pen on
Friday, 12th November 2004 @ 06:58:42 PM AEST
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| wow, i love this, well done its awesome! |
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