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Self Annalyisis...
Contributed by
Dominick-destruction
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Wednesday, 17th November 2004 @ 03:30:54 PM in AEST
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Self annalyisis...
I defy the image i should become..
& Instead define the one i wish to be.
If you can't be (insert word here) Then you won't be (insert same word here)...
I know who I am & where i want to be,
I found myself when i stoped looking; & started listening...
When i initiated instead of just wishing,
Once I stoped trying to force things to fit..
Popping the buttons & breaking the zips..
At last discovering that I was so much more comfortable in my own skin,
This amazing thing that can shed..and grow as I do.
Once I stoped trying to speed up the process's with useless catalysts
And instead let the cells divide at their own pace
& let the reactions take place naturaly...
Forming a far stronger substance that non else can fathom...
Becoming & pure
New & rare...
Dangerous & deviant
Cryptic & adept...
Yes I know myself well...
But that doesn't mean it ends here..
I do not plan to stop learning..not with my desire to know everything..
I will never tire of this journey of self discovery & mind preservation.
There is no endings...
..Only new beggingings....
And every exit is an entrance to somewhere new,
Frought with never ending mysterys & possibilitys..
I wish to envelope myself in & wotness as much of them as possible while i live & breathe in this body...This vessel.
I'll not stop trying to reach the kernel of this existance..I'll not stop trying to reach all my goals...
There is still so much left to understand...
I am averse to staying as i am now...i have not finished growing yet...
I will not settle down and take root in the present..
I'll not settle down ( & die ).
I want to go further,
Try harder,
Push on,
Evolve,
Be reborn in every moment , every experiance...
See everything from all perspectives..
Acheive my perfection.
I will not let this life dry up like thirsty mouths & fresh cuts..
I have a strong defiance to let my wounds fully heal..
Instead i pick at my scabs making them bleed again...The pain i must feel..
..I'll probe & dig into my sore..
I'll keep on searching for something more...
I'll make myself sick trying to find out whut makes me tick...
I will know all my complex parts..
& I will suffer for my art...
(c) Dominick Destruction 15th August 2004
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Re: Self Annalyisis...
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by Stitch on
Wednesday, 17th November 2004 @ 04:19:31 PM AEST
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Your spelling needs work.
Stitch |
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Re: Self Annalyisis...
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by Dominick-Destruction on
Thursday, 18th November 2004 @ 06:29:44 AM AEST
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..O sorry i didn't bother to spell check...I miss typed a few words...so whut..you can still read it & that is whut is important...also if you look you will see that i spell some things wrong on purpose...
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Re: Self Annalyisis...
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by Cesaria1 on
Monday, 22nd November 2004 @ 11:19:51 PM AEST
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"i have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and indeed, all is vanity and grasping for the wind."
ecclesiastes 1:14
how i pity you . . . |
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Re: Self Annalyisis...
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by Dominick-Destruction on
Monday, 29th November 2004 @ 08:10:18 AM AEST
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Vanity ..No...Seems you are mistaken,..
This is about strength, belief in yourself...About growing & evolveing into someone you like being...about accepting who you are...Being happy in your skin...
Don't judge me...You do not know me...
I had been opressed for who i am & the way i look most of my life...I have suffered from eating disorders, Been missirable,m Been bullied for the things i can't change, that i have no say in...Made to feel worthless,,, & I ended up Hating having to wake everyday in the same angry skin...But now i've learnt the valuble lesson of self respect...& To love me for who i am... & I am happy& so i chose to write about it...
& well...If you pitty my happiness..then I pity you even more.
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Re: Self Annalyisis...
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by Cesaria1 on
Saturday, 4th December 2004 @ 05:32:05 PM AEST
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. . . i had words to say, but you must find the truth yourself for you to know it.
so i plead with you, seek it! genuinely seek it for what it is! i pity you only because i hope better for you.
for happiness eventually ends in misery, but joy is eternal in the knowledge that there is more to life than this life itself . . . |
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Re: Self Annalyisis...
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by Cesaria1 on
Saturday, 4th December 2004 @ 05:37:16 PM AEST
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but it was wrong for me to say what i said at first, and for that i apoligize.
continue to write. you write well. |
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