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would you?
Contributed by
vampyrekiss
on
Thursday, 2nd December 2004 @ 05:32:15 PM in AEST
Topic:
LovePoetry
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Would you be able to fathom
The depth of my anguish?
Could I confide in you
Revealing my darkest wish?
Would you be able to help me
as I wrestle my inner demons?
Could you reason with me
When I've lost my reason
Could you bring me back
When I've lost my mind?
Bring me back to reality
Time after Time?
If I said "I HATE YOU!"
Would you still hold me near?
Do you realize these words
Come from insecurty and fear?
Do you know how my blood runs cold
Though veins iced and torn apart?
Would you offer the warmth I need
To soften my soild heart?
Could you ever understand
My fear of abandonment?
How I've been left crying alone
So many times with no one to comfort me?
Could you ever comprehend?
How you can never judge me
As harshly as I've judged myself?
That I'm my own adversary
Can you sense my revulsion?
It's not for someone else
What I hold inside of me
Is hate for myself
Do you know how worthless
I've thought my life to be?
How I just couldn't take it
I just couldn't take it anymore
Could you imagine?
How I've been let down
Pills in mouth
With no one around?
Do you know how I've begged god
To end my pain time and time again?
How I'd lost my will to live?
Could you ever empathize?
Is that too much to give?
Do you know how hard
I've tried to be EVERYTHING
Everything I thought people
Wanted me to be?
Do you know I feel
My existence is a shame?
I dont't even know who I am!
I don't even know who to blame.
Do you see how much I've been through?
All of my efforts seem wasted.
My energy's been spent
On all this life I've tasted.
Do you know how hard
I've been willing to fight?
I fought and fought, then gave up
When no end was in sight.
Have you ever seen anyone
More pathetic then me?
Would you still say you loved me
When I see life so miserably?
If you knew how cold
That I could be
Would you even waste your time
Loving me?
Would you act as my guide
When I feel all hope is lost?
Will you stand by me
No matter what the cost?
Is your skin thick enough
To survive the wounds I inflict on you?
Would you be able to endure
The pain I put you though?
Are you strong enough?
Show me what your made of.
Am I worth the effort it would take
To win my love?
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vampyrekiss
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2004-12-02 17:32:15]
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Re: would you?
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by Kindredblood_dragon on
Saturday, 4th December 2004 @ 09:04:20 PM AEST
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| Sad yet written well...leaving one in doubt about the feelings felt within...beautifully written and composed poem. |
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