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Doin Just Fine
Contributed by
swiftsouljah
on
Monday, 6th December 2004 @ 05:06:19 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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Im doing just fine
Ok thats a lie
If I apologize
Shell probably think Im lying
So ill be selfish and conceited
And act like I dont care that shes crying
Not only that shes crying
But that I dont care at all
It hurts but I cant bring myself
To pick up the phone
And just give her a call
I would tell her its me
And that Im not ready
If Im forgetting
Then whys this *****
Still hitting me heavy
I could blow it off
And act like I dont care
But everywhere I look
Shes always there
Every thought I think
She lurks underneath
Everywhere I go
Shes there also
But still I try to forget
But when I sleep
Im betrayed
By the thoughts that I think
She wants to talk
But I dont wanna remember
Of that f-ing day in December
When I made a girl who adored me
Feel like nothing but a whore to me
Everythings going just fine
And shes nothing to me
But somehow her phantom memory
Means so much more to me
Trying to forget
Thinking
Two hearts wishing
Both reminiscing
Both hoping
Each other would listen
I just dont understand
How my heart could mean
Every word in the poem
That I wrote
But somehow
My mind wasnt so devote
If it was wrong to leave her
Itd be worse to try to keep her
Cause I left her
I guess Im just to retarded
To have kept her
If I miss he...r
Do I love her...
Or do I just wish
She was loven me...
Cause I miss her holding me
Shell never know
The effect she had
In molding me
Even for the whore that I am
She might still love me
So Ill respect her
And make sure
I stay the hell away from her
Cause Im not worth any miniscule
Portion of her time
Im not worth
The time it took
For her to read
These pathetic lines
Despite the tears
And even the pain
I'm gonna ignore them both
and say
I'm doing just fine
Wayne Wende
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swiftsouljah
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2004-12-06 17:06:19]
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Re: Doin Just Fine
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by waos on
Monday, 6th December 2004 @ 06:58:15 PM AEST
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not bad. it sounds like that's a lot of sadness in there. relationships are tough and i hope somehow this one of yours can turn into good.
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