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Is it me That is Selfish?
Contributed by
EternalNight4x
on
Tuesday, 7th December 2004 @ 04:28:42 PM in AEST
Topic:
AngryPoetry
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Am I so selfish to express how I feel?
I guess to you my emotions arent real
Tired of helping your friends out
If youre a true friend is something I doubt
Depression and cutting arent significant enough
You given up helping when times get rough
To focus on your issues is what you decide
Then call someone selfish when their on the verge of suicide
I dont need this **** anymore
I dont need another push to deaths door
But you wouldnt care after all my problems are fake
In some ways its my life you wish to take
Youve drained me of happiness and any sign of joy
You used and abused my heart like a toy
And now my angers about to burst
The despair of others I now thirst
You hurt me so I hurt you back
A forgiving nature is what I lack
Im sorry, is what was said by you
But do these words really get through?
Words with out actions means nothing at all
Our friendship has taken a spiralling fall
What the hell is wrong with you?
You not only hurt me but Katelin too
How can you call her selfish for expressing how she feels?
Our sympathy you tried to steal
Making us guilty by saying, What about me?
Did you even think how this effects me?
Well now you know the pain we felt
With our snide remarks you have dealt
Trying to change the meaning of what we said
Yet our message never got through to your head
You called us selfish, said everyone has problems too
Everyone grieves and at some point feels blue
Then I said with my sarcastic tone
Does everyone always feel alone?
Oh right what was I thinking?
Into darkness everyones sinking
Everyone wishes theyll meet their demise
Everyone lives are filled with lies
We all self-inflict upon our flesh
And let our veins drain till nothings left
Everyones experienced a life of torment
And all of our happiness has already been spent?
It took you awhile before you replied
But with youre remark you had not shied
You cannot have all my attention?
Yet this was not the point of our lesson
I do not expect all but only some
Yet still you did not succumb
So with one last phrase I ended it
Gee what was I thinking, I was so selfish
To finally get out what Id been holding in
For five long years I kept it within
So when I finally decide that its time for you to know
You made me sink to an all time low
I needed someone to hear how I feel
To know that my sorrow truly is real
That each day I wake up and hope to die
That my happiness has been all a lie
So Im sorry I was so selfish to show you the real me
I guess its not what you wanted to see
So I left you my words ringing in your mind
I guess their meanings left for you to find
Copyright ©
EternalNight4x
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2004-12-07 16:28:42]
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Re: Is it me That is Selfish?
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by cocacola1331 on
Tuesday, 7th December 2004 @ 06:24:57 PM AEST
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