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the night it happened
Contributed by
bluebird
on
Friday, 10th December 2004 @ 02:09:12 AM in AEST
Topic:
drugabuse
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I can remember that night like it was yesterday
The picture and feelings just wont seem to go away.
I was at a party with my man
everybody so drunk nobody could stand.
I went into my mans room and laid on his bed,
but then all of a sudden his best friend was on me;
shut up is what he said.
I tried to get away and tried to scream,
this was like a nightmare one of my worst dreams.
He took off my pants and also his own
I was crying and fear out of me is what was shown.
I kept fighting till he put a knife to my throat
then I laid there like I was dead in water; a float.
I saw my man come into the room and look around
he was laughing and didn't care what he found.
I cried for his help but he told me I deserved it
that it was my fault for not takin care of my ****.
Next thing I know is that I blacked out
he hit me cuz i was trying to shout.
I woke up the next morning to see blood everywhere.
What was I thinking in my head was is this my fault?
did I really deserve this, I must be doing wrong,
the rest of my day seemed so very long.
Everyday from there on out I have to see his face,
I was always embarrassed; I felt like disgrace.
No one every mentioned it and I sure wasn't about to
but everytime he looked at me I couldn't believe it was true.
one day he cornered me and threatened to do it again,
my life was going no where I just wanted it to end.
The scar I have on my chest reminds me of him everyday
I wish i could get it out of my mind; why wont it just go away.
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Re: the night it happened
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by emystar on
Friday, 10th December 2004 @ 02:20:41 AM AEST
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I'm so sorry this happened to u.
It wasn't your fault. that's jus their excuss to keep the focus off them.
U should have reported it. I know it's gotta be hard to do but God only knows who else they'll do and ofcourse shuck the responsibility onto the innocent.
luv, huggs, pryaer,
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Re: the night it happened
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by Kindredblood_dragon on
Friday, 10th December 2004 @ 02:31:49 AM AEST
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| No one deserves to get away with what they did to you, reporting such a crime is the first step...hes threatening you now, because he thinks he can get away with rape...its wrong he should go away forever...hell is waiting for him so they can show him the agony of his crime for ertenity. |
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