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I never meant
Contributed by
frozensuicide
on
Thursday, 28th November 2002 @ 10:00:00 AM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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I never Meant To
The darkness awaits thou suffering days
I sit in this bed awaiting my peace.
The pain within my heart, it stays.
And I wait, for my awakening slumber to cease.
I never told her how much I loved her.
I never told her how much it was true.
I defied the feeling till my end for sure,
And hid the truth behind my confinement too.
So here it goes my fair beauty of burning passion.
Please forgive me for all the pain I put you through.
I wish I could live just one more time to tell you then:
That I always did, and always will. I love you.
I never meant to make you cry.
I never meant to
Never meant to see you want to die.
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to you hurt any time I did,
I never meant to make it seem like I tried.
I never meant to make you send your bid,
Im sorry for not telling you I loved you, and that I lied.
Forgive me not as the time in the hourglass comes to my end,
Through the motives of desires I have for you,
A fantasy that may never come through the shadows of the dreaming land,
A love I could never defy for from the beginning it was to true.
Obstinate to tell you the truth and to show it
Depths of the manifest encircling my every move I think,
I dire to hope you can see right through my *****
Let me not be about his succinct.
I want you to believe that for now on im sober,
That everything I reveal to you right now,
It cant just be over.
But I know that I cannot ask how.
I never meant to make you cry.
I never meant to
Never meant to see you want to die.
I never meant to hurt you
Im sorry my darling love,
For breaking your heart countless times.
Wondering if you ever did love me the same my love,
Or if youll ever after these dying crimes.
I never meant to take you through my sufferings.
I never meant for you to see my pain through your eyes.
I never could ask for help of what all love brings,
Only if I could have told you instead of fearing the surprise.
But now my hours I feel are gone
Its too late to ask for another chance I know
Contemplating every thing Ive done that was wrong,
I wish now I never did it and just let life flow.
But I cant now.
And it scares me still.
That I can never have another chance to change myself now,
And never be able to make any of your dreams become real.
I never meant to make you cry.
I never meant to
Never meant to see you want to die.
I never meant to hurt you
I'm expressing my apprehension of love to you.
Im expressing the trepidation of death from it.
Im afraid of how you will reply too.
My mind screamed of commitment.
But now, im not afraid anymore.
Now I know that death wont be the end of us.
Just please if I can get through give me another chance and not let my heart be soar,
And I can do anything you want me to, and just please say yes.
I never meant to make you cry.
I never meant to
Never meant to see you want to die.
I never meant to hurt you
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2002-11-28 10:00:00]
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Re: I never meant
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by Chrissylee on
Thursday, 28th November 2002 @ 05:21:13 PM AEST
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i really hope she sees this and i hope she gives you another chance to love her theway you now want your love to be showen to her.
love peace and happy poetry |
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Re: I never meant
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by OreO on
Thursday, 28th November 2002 @ 06:45:35 PM AEST
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I agree i hope she see's this one
this is a very touching write. Thanks
for sharing this one, Keep em' coming
.::´¯`·..· OreO·..·´¯`::. |
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Re: I never meant
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by wyrd_faerie on
Friday, 29th November 2002 @ 04:59:58 PM AEST
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| this is just...i have no words...it's beautiful |
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Re: I never meant
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by awpoetess on
Wednesday, 19th March 2003 @ 03:25:24 AM AEST
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| nice work. |
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