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I don't regret that day
Contributed by
lonely_boy
on
Thursday, 23rd December 2004 @ 12:16:10 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Some say that suicide is only for the weak But am I really weak when I cut myself deep A few years ago I wanted to die really bad Because what I felt always made me sad I thought that death would end all the pain The pain that I held so long in vain Though something told me that its just not my time So I cut up my arm over 100 times The sight of blood, and the pain I felt made me numb But I didnt feel the urge to turn and run I started feeling dizzy, so I sat down on the bed For hours it seemed that my arm had bled To tell the truth I dont regret that day Because the wounds I got helped settle the pain Starting to get sick, I went to the fridge My friends told the staff to come see what I did They grabbed some towels to stop the bleeding But I pulled away and said that death is what Im needing The staff tried to help but I just ran away So that I may die in a peaceful place But here I stand, still sad and in pain From that day until now, I still feel the same No matter how hard I try not to cut The urge to do it lies silently in my gut I still cut to get that same feeling of being numb I cut deeper and deeper, but still, Im not done
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2004-12-23 00:16:10] (Date/Time posted on
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