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I Care
Contributed by
swiftsouljah
on
Friday, 7th January 2005 @ 10:11:17 PM in AEST
Topic:
toughstuff
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Ive been called out
And now I gotta confess it all
So Im doing this right now
In front of all of ya'll
I never should have met her
I never should have kept her
I never should have loved her
And I never should have slept with her
But whyd I have to fall in love with her
Just to fall our of love with her too
Whyd she have to be the one
To deal with the ***** Im going through
Whyd she have to fall in love
And be in love with me
Even though
Im the poster boy for an ass hole
Whyd I lead her on
Going back just so she wouldnt cry
Staying for one more chance
Just to open up her thighs
Why do I love clothes
And whyd she start buying me those
If I didnt know better
Id say she knew
And tried to keep me
I tried to stay
But now I'm through
She says she has a baby
And that Im the babys daddy
I think she wanted it
And now she got it
To try to keep me
Somehow we cant agree
On what to do with it
We both DONT wanna abort it
I wanna put it up for adoption
But she says that ain't even an option
But what she dont understand
Is its her body
But my responsibility
Its her kid but my financial burden
She accuses me of not caring
And being selfish
Maybe a ghetto life style
Is something Im trying to spare him
maybe shes not the only one
cause Im scared too
maybe I dont wanna fail
and be a bad father
maybe I dont wanna be
Just a check in the mail
so Im like why bother
I cant support a baby
Much less a whole family
Im not even ready for either
I dont want a handout
I dont even want my fears to standout
Id rather let someone
Who can provide a good life
Than raise my kid than look in his eyes
And feel his hunger as he cries
Id rather know
When hes sick he can go and get well
Than worry about taking him to the doctor
Cause I gotta pay the bill
For once I cant make an emotional decision
I gotta make a life decision
Whats better for five lives
We get to know hes provided for
He gets out the hood
They get a son
Everyone wins but she doesnt see it that way
Then she wants security
I thought you didnt want me for my money
You grew up with out a daddy
and youre perfectly fine
You dont have insurance
And think your fine
Then whyd you walk around
For a whole semester with shin splint
Im not gonna let my child
grow up in a split household
his moms a Mormon
and his dads a protestant
imagine the confusion
that would barrage his young mind
what good is it
to work 2 jobs
and never see my son
when his mom has to hate me
for everything Ive done
when will she understand
Its not about giving the baby up
Its about loving the baby enough to give it more
when is my responsibility relinquished
when my will is not followed
for my own damn kid
when does my opinion count for anything
when is my case discussed
when is my love noticed
when is it finally seen that I care
Wayne Wende
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swiftsouljah
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2005-01-07 22:11:17]
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Re: I Care
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by afterdark on
Friday, 7th January 2005 @ 10:23:03 PM AEST
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| Ok I just do not know wha t the hell this really is..A poem a confession an episode of the OC. I grrr..I dont know.. |
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