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Snowball
Contributed by
scott
on
Friday, 4th February 2005 @ 08:51:06 AM in AEST
Topic:
oops
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We were dancing forms in darkness Silouhettes against the strobe United by one throbbing beat Warm bodies moving in the cold
She was pretty,she was fine But so was SHE, yet worlds apart Though I could see her with my eyes ...no...I stayed in place and played my part.
I moved my hips or at least I tried while colors floated overhead I lost myself and sighed my sighs And I followed while the masses lead.
Temptation is a mistress cruel Who loves to rear her ugly head But NO!!! not I!!! I am no fool Yet there SHE was...as I have said.
Some bump, some grind, some push and shove But hark; what treachery is this!!! To have love on one hand and on the other LOVE? Fell emotions awake!!! Something's amiss!!
Now body to body and face to face But there SHE is in the background of that dance!!! But I am content in her warm embrace... DAMN YOU FATES!!!! And your blasted chance!!!
She's so high above, and I'm down below ...or perhaps it's vice-versa..I'm not sure I let the music take me, and went with the flow In sensual distractions I sought a cure.
But, my ailment knows no ease Because I'm in love and Derrell's* gone My demons ignore my attempts to apease... So the pain will continue, and I'll drudge on...
My heart's in shambles...pulled so many ways My soul blasphemes my my mind's blasphemies Da Vinci, in his most masterful days.. Could not find ways to fix what is wrong with me...
From moment to moment SHE is thus: A beauty,a friend,a blessing,a burden, a curse... My mind speaks different than my heart,but which to trust? Somedays it gets better but most days it gets worse...
All this and more, ran unchecked through my mind As the couples hugged and emotions swayed.. I dug no deeper, fearing what I would find. And for one brief moment..happy...I wish it could have stayed.
And now the lights are up...now it's goodbye It was over before it ever began... I didn't know whether to laugh or cry So I did neither, and we walked away, though my soul ran.
And now here I am...in the morning's abyss Writing this dark account of a joyous event.. We had our giggles, our laughs, our moments of bliss... Now it's over...back to reality...and time poorly spent..
Now that this night is said and done I still just can't seem to relax Fresman year was just yesterday! Though I'm young.. This was just the first of so many lasts....
She was pretty,she was fine But so was SHE, yet worlds apart Though I could see her with my eyes ...no...I stayed in place and played my part.
*dimebag-RIP
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