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My precious lil' baby boy
Contributed by
BabyGurl_Monkey
on
Thursday, 17th February 2005 @ 01:01:02 AM in AEST
Topic:
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My preious baby
My baby boy
The one thing in this world that could of saved me from my destructiveness
The one person who could of made me happy
As much as i say i didnt want you
and im glade it happend
A little peice of my heart still aches for you
A peice of my soul cries out for you to be in my arms
The pain is there burried deep down
The memory of seing your tiny tiny body floating in the toilet haunts me every night
I never ment to lose you
I didnt even know you were growing inside of me
If i knew you have to know i would of done everything so diffrent
I wouldnt have smoked or even pick up one drink
I would of stoped snorting coke
If i only knew instead of being too wasted to notice
I dont know if i would of kept you
Or even let you grow full term
But i know i would of stoped hurting you so
The night i lost you i didnt know what to do
I should of picked you up and buried you in the ground
But all i could do was and ask why
I flushed you down the toilet and wanted to keep it a secret
But the pain was too much to bare
The visions of you calling out
Yelling why mommy why
Thats all i could hear
im sorry my baby boy
my precious boy
But you have to understand i was so young so stupid and nieve
You have to believe i didnt know if i knew you have to bellieve i would of given you a chance
Im sorry i lost you my precious lil' baby boy
Im sorry i couldnt give you the chance you so deserved
But someone must of loved you more then i ever could
They took you away from me to save you from the pain
The pain i was putting you through
The pain i would of put you through
Someone saved you from having to deal with all the pain this world i live in would of caused you
The world thats filled with anger and knows nothing but hard times
My baby boy you have to understand its better this way
Your in a better place
A place you deserve
A place ware you can feel no pain and not get hurt by me or anyone
But please know i never ment to lose you i didnt know
Im so sorry my precious lil' baby boy
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Re: My precious lil' baby boy
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by Evening_Star on
Friday, 4th November 2005 @ 05:32:26 PM AEST
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I feel for you losing the life of your unborn child. I have lost a couple myself. Even now that I have two that are growing up to be beautiful children. a piece of my heart still aches for the ones that weren't .
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