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I hate myself
Contributed by
vampyrekiss
on
Monday, 28th February 2005 @ 12:35:32 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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everything just drags me down
i just want to be normal again..you no the happy girl who loved life and was happy with herself
i look into the mirror only to see
this miserable monster looking back at me..
i scream and yell it can't be, holy ***** this can't be me...
oh but it is you ignorant fool
a misfit, and an outcast
i cry and cry but what for?
i bleed and bleed...till i cant bleed no more
of course im proud of this uselss person ive become
living with this pain and despair is just to fun
yes, i do enjoy crying myself to sleep
yes, i enjoy seeing myself in pain and weep
yes, i enjoy cutting my wrists
of course i LOVE deaths kiss
this person just looks and laughs at me
YOUR ***** ***** IM WHAT YOU'LL NEVER BE
i try and try to punch the image out of the mirror
im not going to give into this taunting fear
i close my eyes, i hold back tears
i cover my ears i cant listen to another word
im crying now, uncontroliably i cant help it, im weak i always will be
but knowing that its all true is what kills me
i'll never be anything
i'll never be liked
i'll never be pretty
i'll never be happy
i'll never be well me again
i dont like the person ive turned into...
im ugly
im hurt
im tainted
im nothing
im *****.....im what you'll never want to be
that image in the mirror has defeated me
its got to my head...its killed all hope
its convinced me that the only solution is to die
im sorry to everything i could have been
im sorry for everything i could have done
.....i listened to image of me in the mirror
its to late to save me now...
im bleeding from my wrists, ive slit my throat
please enjoy my lovely suicide note....
I HATED MY LIFE MORE THEN EVER BEFORE DON'T MISS ME I WAS JUST ALWAYS A ***** WHORE
this came from my poisoned heart....in which everything just fell apart
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2005-02-28 12:35:32]
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Re: I hate myself
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by Vampirequeen on
Monday, 28th February 2005 @ 09:53:36 PM AEST
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awww you poor thing.
I am sure you will get past this and move on to be a stronger person.I can relate to what your saying .And believe ,me life is tough as is you know.anyways anytime you wanna talk when i am here feel free to pm me.
by the way great write.
take care. |
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