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my life
Contributed by
brokengirl
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Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 01:48:23 AM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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She was always such a happy kid.
Now all the happiness is gone inside.
She doesnt tell her friends about what she did
Because all she wants to do is hide.
She feels like she cant go on
She feels so depressed
Look at the smile she puts on
She says its just because Im stressed.
I have so much going on right now
Its really kind of crazy
I look like a cow
And Im so lazy
Everyone says Im such a freak
And Im starting to agree
People joke that Im a geek
Some days I just want them to leave me be.
I joke with them too
To try and hide that it hurts deep down
How am I gunna make it through?
I wish I could flip my frown upside down.
People dont see all the marks
That they leave when they make fun of me.
All their mean remarks
If only they would see.
No one seems to notice it
Its like they dont even care
Some days I just want to quit
But I know some ones always gunna be there.
Ill just put all my faith in God
Instead of in my friends
Then I wont feel so odd
Cuz with them it never seems to end.
Maybe Ill just give up
Maybe its meant to be
I feel like I could blow up
They say I look like a tree.
Do you ever feel empty inside?
When youre hurting and afraid?
I feel like that all the time
It never seems to fade.
I try to tell some people
But they seem to think Im joking
They think it is so simple
But its like Im really choking.
I wish I had someone to listen to me
Someone that I could trust
Someone who wouldnt treat me differently
Wont look at me in disgust.
I just want the feeling to go away
I dont wanna be afraid
Tomorrow will be a better day
But my pain still doesnt seem to fade
Some people pretend to know
What its like to be in my shoes
Dont just say, Go with the flow
Because we have very different views.
Finally I found someone who understands
We get along so well
She has the same marks on her hands
But she got up after she fell.
She doesnt think Im dumb
Or think that Im different.
Im trying not to succumb
Shes behind me 100%
Its so great to have someone care
She is so forgiving
It makes the feelings easier to bear
Without her I might not be living.
I think it was meant to be
That we found each other
I think we both see
That we need one another.
It seems the deeper you go
The less pain there will be
I cant seem to say no
I just want to be free.
I got to keep holding on
I cant give up now
The good days will eventually dawn
But right now I cant see how.
I just got to keep holding on
Ive got to, Ive got to!!
I really dont want to be gone
But I need help from you..
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brokengirl
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2005-04-11 01:48:23]
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Re: my life
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by Stonedraider23 on
Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 01:54:42 AM AEST
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| super long but very good lol keep them comin |
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Re: my life
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by emystar on
Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 03:54:47 AM AEST
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So sad but great writing.
luv, huggs,
emy |
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Re: my life
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by Bohemian_with_a_pen on
Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 05:52:26 AM AEST
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| awesome, well done |
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Re: my life
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by Wachumiri on
Wednesday, 17th August 2005 @ 03:41:56 AM AEST
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I hope she's still there and not the one that your other poem was about. In life you should always have someone who sees your soul.
I pray you'll have healing, and that you'll find someone who won't let you down.
Take care.
David |
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