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(I'M OK) Someday
Contributed by
remi
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Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 04:40:59 PM in AEST
Topic:
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(IM OK)Someday
April 11, 2005
2:20 pm
Young and Fearless always was a deadly combination in a child hands. It was the greatest power this little girl had but once upon time many, many summer ago this little girl live in a world with parents who up hail an on going war every day and call it my home and I had no one to protect me from them
Every day I hear you fight about everything and things breakin as Im sittin on the bed with my ears covers wonderin when u will stop, mama when u will stop throwin things and father when will u stopin callin mama a ***** and mama u stop callin dad names
Im ok someday I hope Im ok be able to walk forward without the pain the both of u have cause me
Mama bruises can heal and disappear but the internal pain remain the same and never goes away I still remember how you put the fear in me how u treat me so bad and dad how u abandon me emotionally it still hurt me how u never gave a damn about the damage you did to me
Im ok someday I hope Im ok be able to walk forward without the pain the both of you have cause me
You are the reason I cant trust men in my life you are the reason the bruises on my heart are still here
It doesnt matter how rich Im or how high Im I still remember it all while it just a memory to you as it was my life and the scars remind the same
Mama bruises can heal and disappear but the internal pain remain and never goes away dad while you choose to ignored I have to live with the pain all words u use to hurt me with all my life are still here in me
Now I realize why Im so needy for love and devotion cause u never give it to me why Im so coldhearted cause u were that way to me
Mama bruises can heal and disappear but the internal pain remain and never goes away dad u can ignores the words u have said to me and how u treat me but the pain from it never goes away
It never gonna be easy to forget your War, and the war upon me as I scream at the both of u to hear me
Daddy u call me a ***** more than the boys at school did bruises can go away but the pain I receive dont faded away as easy
Why the both of u cant understand u were wrong
So why the both of you choose to not see I still see the pain u have cause
It might be a distant memory and or long time ago for you but it was my childhood and the pain remain the same and my childhood was stolen from me and those are my lost years and memory cause it hurt to much to remember the whole thing
Bruises can heal and disappear but not this
Im ok someday I hope Im ok be able to walk forward without the pain the both of you have cause me
I want to come home cause I didnt want to hear your voices as they hurt me and degrade me u were suppose to treat child with love and respect
What you did was wrong
Bruises can heal and disappear and be unseen but not the pain it stays right here in my heart
And my whole body it like a disease Im so sick with it
So why it a distant memory for the both of you the things breakin and the scream as I holler at yall to stop and the unloved you gave me that stay here with me
Im ok someday I hope Im ok be able to walk forward without the pain the both of you have cause me
Be able to walk unhurt and with my heart open with scars going away
Cause Im sick with pain now not knowing which way to turn and wonderin how I can get out why I still have a little sanely left to keep on living
Father Bruises can heal and disappear but the pain remain right here and still I dont want to come home I will run away and never come back if I could but Im stuck right now and
When I get unstuck it might be to late cause the pain remain the same even though bruises can heal and disappear
The pain is real so real for me as it a distant memory for the both of you
Pandora La Rue
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remi
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Re: (I'M OK) Someday
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by DesolantDreamer on
Monday, 11th April 2005 @ 05:00:45 PM AEST
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