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Not Today
Contributed by
weepingwillow
on
Wednesday, 20th April 2005 @ 05:24:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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I loved once before
But it was many years ago
And today on my wedding
Your face you show
Youre the only face I can see
As my beautiful bride marches down
Down to the altar of love
And old memories come back around
I thought I had forgotten you
After many years, my love you denied
No matter how hard I tried to leave you behind
Each time you were forgotten, my memory lied
Oh, I loved before we ever met
And I loved after you were gone
But those feelings of love werent true
My feelings for you was the only love Ive ever known
The woman Im marrying is so pretty and nice
The only woman to ever truly love me
Yet Ive already failed her
For youre the only face I can see
When I pull back her veil and kiss those lips
And look longingly into her deep blue eyes
It will only be you Im thinking of
Making our wedding nothing but a bunch of lies
Why did you have to come today
And take up residence on one of our pews
Shattering the faade of stability I thought I had
If only I knew, if only I knew
Just as when I was younger
Im spellbound by your charm
My whole being is absorbed, entranced with you and you alone
My future rushes towards the way of harm
If I can just make it through the service
Leave this church quickly behind
As soon as you are out of sight
You will be out of mind
But I know thats not true
No matter how many times I bury your memory, no matter how deep
My mind plays tricks on me
And your memory he keeps
And tonight, a night which should only be for me and my wife
Will be shared with an uninvited guest
Each time I look at her, youll be there
Even though to forget you, Im trying my best
I was so foolish to think
That I could ever love again
For no other woman ever stood a chance
To love another, against my heart it would sin
But my wife will never know
Never know how I struggle each day
To dig a grave for your memory
And hope that in its grave it stays
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2005-04-20 17:24:00]
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Re: Not Today
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by Jenni_K on
Wednesday, 20th April 2005 @ 09:40:13 PM AEST
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Wow..interesting write...
Very deep and well written.
Jenni |
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Re: Not Today
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by fenris on
Sunday, 24th April 2005 @ 08:04:52 AM AEST
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| amazing... damn... you should be a writer instead of a doctor... doctor the soul instead of the body... you express how i feel much better than i do... thanks again... |
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Re: Not Today
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by welch12 on
Friday, 28th April 2006 @ 01:29:51 AM AEST
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| good poem, writen from the heart and it shows. keep it up. |
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